Thu Jul 08 2004 - Downer of a Day
Downer of a Day
Yesterday was really bad. I got back my Statisitcs exam back and I ended up getting a 59/100 on it. When I seen it, a tear came out. I didn't want that to happen but it did. I'm very serious about my grades. Especially for this class. Getting a C or lower could wreck my G.P.A and ruining my chances for transfering, because I must get atleast a 2.8 in my core classes and as it is now, I'm getting a 2.69. Though my total G.P.A is 3.2 Hopefully, my good performances on the last few quizzes could bring up my grade. I also got another exam on Tuesday that I'm fairly confident I could ace. After that, I have a final on Thursday. So I'm not doomed yet...

Today wasn't that great. Me and Michelle had to run a bunch of her arrons and later on we fought. I got home only to fight with my mom. She likes to whine about her problems but doesn't accept any feedback. Instead she turns it on me.

The only bright side is that tomorrow could be good. Planning to see a movie and let out some fireworks that we didn't let out on the fourth. Me and Michelle planned on picnicing on the river, setting off the fireworks and relaxing. Hopefully that happens.

As the weekend comes, I wonder if I'll ever end up at church. I doubt that I will, but maybe that trend will change. Even if I do go, I wonder if I could keep my mouth shut and not start to nit-pick at thier iffy beliefs. They mean well but they do come off as arrogant and some of the beliefs lead dismissial of certain types of people.

Just remembered that I seen my ex-best friend's friend. He told me that Ray told him that he tried to call me but that it appeared that my number changed. Nope, it hasn't changed in 5 years. Also found out that he is still a secretary for this lawyer. What a shame. He is atleast as smart as me, if not more so. Yet, he dropped out and is going down the same path his mom did. She dropped out of college too.

As for my current best friend, he is just living at home and going online all the time. I keep encouraging him to come back to college, but he says that he needs to make money and move out. It'd be a shame to see him end up at a low paying job. As for anyone else, I really haven't been keeping track.

Comments (1)

InspirationalBeings (Legacy)
Try not to worry about this one bad grade- even though I know it has to be a killer....I am sure you will "perk" things back up again soon and your grades will be fine....I do know how important core classes are myself....While I was going to King's it was very important...I did pretty good but not as good as I would have liked and that is why I decided to drop and go back to just get another two year degree at a different school- I figured having two degrees is better than having just one....Also, it sounds like things will get better with Michelle with the picnic so don't worry about a lil argument....Thanks for saying what you did on my diary about Adam- it kinda makes me believe that there is still a chance with just about anyone actually, but I am still just gonna play it low for a while I suppose and just see what happens and have faith;)

*hugs*
~Chrissy~
 
 
 
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