ALot has happened in the last 5 days or so. One of the things that happened is that my cat got this nasty infection. Other things include school and work.

Ok, first things first. My cat is dying. Well, so we think anyways. It started with this small little cut. Not biggie, soon, it progressed into a flesh wound. That has grew to the size of my webcam. So I have been sad about that a bit.

As for other things, SUnday I went to church till about noon time. It started at like 9AM. It was ok, though I got tired in the chair. When I decided to leave, I got a ride from Allen. He started to lecuture me about staying and doing outreach. I told him that I did not want to because I did not feel like it. He then goes on about how I should and I know what the lord wants. He tells me that feelings aren't always good. At that point, I tune him out. He goes on for a bit more telling me that I should let God take over my life. I tell him that he is irritating me and not to continue. He respects that and drives me home. I felt bad for not doing it but I don't want to do it out of peer pressure. I just want to do it because its in my heart. Right now, its not in my heart to preach to others. Anyways.....

Later that sunday I try to go over alex's, I can't, my mom's car is messed up, AGAIN! So I'm stuck here. I did enjoy my day off.

Monday comes and its back to college. Some drama with Candace. Alisha is mad at her because she says Candace acts stuck up when JEssie *the new girl* comes by. After my classes and some hanging out, I head home, watch football, sleep.

Tuesday rolls around. For some reason, I decide to stay home. I think it was because I was talking to Michelle late. :) I love talking to her late. Much better than chatting and makes me feel almost like I have a girlfriend. *though we are not boyfriend and girlfriend* Close though. Maybe we're in denial, i'm not sure. Its like, an open relationship. I think that is when I had her talk to jeff over 3 way. SHe heard how we got along. She could see how me and him could be best friends.

Wednesday comes by. I go to my classes *get 47/50 in psychcology class, among best scores thank you very much, class avg was 32* but hang out with Gevel. I decide just to hang with him for a day. He goes for an interview at Carl's Jr. *a restaurant* He will know over the phone. After that, we're hungry. We go and eat. Was a really good time. :)

Later, off to work I go again. Bored as heck there, though having been getting people to sign up for the JCPenny card, so extra money for me. Only bad thing is ride situation. Had to have my big bro pick me up. We got into it badly I think wednesday. *or tuesday* Point is he turned a good deed into a huge argument. He made fun of my friends. Also found out that lil punk Eased droped on my phone conversations. GRRRRRRR

Today comes and I go to my class. Got a take home exam. HOW LUCKY IS THAT?! Hang out primarily with Donald. Was ok, talked about various things, finally he realizes that I like to talk about other stuff besides sports. I also went to bible study. That was boring. Though afterwards, this asian girl named Kihn pulled me aside. Asked if I was doing good in psychology class. I brag about my score. *yup, i'm proud of it* She is like, I don't get it. I ask her if she'd like to study with me. SHe says yeah and we exchange phone numbers and off I go. I'm happy about it. Secretly hoping she's single. Wouldn't mind a christian girlfriend. One thing that tripped me out though was how similar her name was to Lihn's. LOL. Though she don't look like she's vietnamiese like lihn was. kihn looks more chinese. *then again, how would I know* So anyways, I eventually go on my bus.

I get to work and as soon as I get there, I'm bored. LOL. Though happy again because in 4 hours i got 6 card applications. Found out some good news too. Steve was fired. LOL, YEAH!!!!!! I guess i wasn't the only one that didn't like him, he recieved many compliants. Punk deserved it. Come home eventually and help my lil sis on some homework. *though she complains that I come home too late and she wants to spend more time with me* : ( I wish I could. Not enough hours in the day.

Last thing i forgot to mention, my mom bought me the hydrocortisone. *surprised and happy* Though not that expensive. $8.95 She had said she'd pay for the bromocriptine, but NO, she can't. That's why i got the job. So far, I have been lazy about buying it. I have the check money, but I feel comfortable seeing the figure in my bank statement so I haven't spent it. *i know, weird* I think I'm gonna go a month or so without it. I have been going without it so far, a lil more time won't hurt. Well, ok, some, but I'll live. I went before without pills, i'll do it again. In fact, been missing some for awhile. ANyways....

That is all. I'm tired and hoping for Michelle to get online. We got into a lil misunderstanding last night. Its solvable, just I wanted comfort and she was going on and on about herself. NO biggie. ANyways, pray for my family AND cat if you do pray. If not, then, Hope the best for me. THat is it for real. ~END~