Today is yet another friday. Not the best day for me actually. The reason, most of the group I hang out with isn't on campus Friday. Though I did see Jeff and Avina later on. ALso, I seen Rebecca on bus to college. Was nice seeing her, though I'm not sure what to talk about with her. I'm glad she approched me as we got off, somehow we got to talking about friends. Oh yeah, she said, "so, are your friends christian?" I replyed,"kinda, they belive there is a God, but don't really *follow* the bible much" So then she whips out her bible. *wow, she carries a bible around* She showed me Ephesians 5:11. It says, ANd have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them.
Interesting verse. Amazing how she can call out usefull verses at will. As we walk, I end up seeing Jeff and avina. I told Rebecca bye. She walked off.

While with Jeff and Avina we go to Jeff's class. He gots swimming to do. THen I talk to Avina just briefly then go to student center. There, I hang out with Javel and a few others. Eventually Jeff gets out of class. I see him, then he's like, gonna go on the bus again with me? I'm like, sure why not. But first I have class. He was like oh. Then I decieced to just drop off homework and hang out. I do, then Jeff decides to go to Togo's. He buys a sandwich, I'm not hungry. I just get a coke of which I hardly drink. We talk. He finishes.

As we are walking to his bus, I fill him on specifics in my life story. He had overview, but not details. Such as how it got so bad. He listened alot, he also gave some advice. Very christian advice too. :) I almost cryed several times,but I held it in. We go on his bus. I talk briefly when he sees an old friend of his. They talk, I just sit there trippin on my own thing. All that talk about my family kinda got me down. He noticed, he was like, you ok? *about 3 times* I told em I'll live. As he got off the bus he told me I'm sorry for not talking to ya on there, you gonna be ok? I'm like yeah.... HE gets off, I ride bus to college. I realize there that I promised lil bro and sis costumes for halloween. * I know, not very christian, but I want them to have normal childhood* As I'm hoping off second bus home I see Rebecca in a car. She waves at me and calls out my name. *kinda cheered me up*

I eventually arrive home. There, I lay on my bed, take a nap. Wake up, trip off dream. Dream was about nice houses and me trying to go in. *weird yes* As I wake up I realize lil bro and sis are gone. They left with my lil bro's dad. *oh yeah, he came* They come back eventually. *no costumes, they went to arcade* While they were gonna, I was kinda down, as Jen_jea could tell ya.

After that, My mom's boyfriend calls from jail. He says he didn't do anything. * remember, he's in for robbery, grand theft auto, and stabbing someone* My mom gets kinda sad. They dont talk for long. As she gets off, I pester her about dinner, she decides to go. Though lil sis wants her costume at nearby walgreens, after arguing, my mom decides she will look by. *only after I offer to pay for the costumes* That is plural, I have to get lil bro a costume too. THey go, they just came back, no costumes. :( None my lil sister's size. She is sad. And leads me to now, where my mom is cooking raviols. *I'm glad she atleast cooks dinner* Ok, I'm off, if anyone wants to chat, im me.