Hello. Well, its finally night and everyone's asleep, so I can write my entry in peace. *turns off instant messanger* Ahhhh, nice and quiet. :) OH, the entry. LOL. TOday was cool. THough I WILL NEVER EVER debate people till 4 in the morn. A big problem of mines, I need to sleep early. THe lack of sleep is killing me. ANyways, so I go off to class first, and guess what, NO CLASS!!! YEAH. SO I go to my beloved student center to hang out. *and do a lil homework too* GUess who is there again. Rebecca. *girl I like* Seems she studies in there now. LOL. :) THat made me feel good. Guess when you like someone and you feel they are liking you back, its great. Anyways, so I decide to sit with her and her friends. Was talkative at first, but then they studied. No talking, just straight up studying. WHile I could hear my group having loads of fun. Eventually, after an hour, one of the girls have class. *There's Rebecca, and two others* So after that, I think Rebecca lied. Rebecca was like, I got to go, so one friend says where,
Rebecca: somewhere
Friend: right now
Rebecca: yeah
Friend: where?
REbecca: Oh, I don't know, the hospital
Friend: Who you know there
Rebecca: Can't say, they told me not to reveal, long story
Friend: Oh, what about your grandma?
Rebecca: I'm gonna visit her there too, BYE
So REbecca leaves with one friend, then me and other girl. SHe is obviously uncomfortable, I tell her I'm gonna move with my group. *felt bad for her, some girls swear they sit next to a guy they have to be dating, ANYWAYS* Go to group. Have some big jokes. Was fun, then most group leaves. I give Candace and this other guy advice on relationships. *LOL, ME, talking about relationships, funny when I never had anything more then a date* Apparently, though, I have some good ideas. :) Then its late, I leave campus.

I head home, then think, hey, I want that gamepad, go to store buy it, go home. As I'm causally taking my time I realize, Oh man, I promised to go to a late bible study. SO I eventually get home. Call for a ride. Get one. Time comes around to go. ALberto picks me up. *some guy from the study* He plays spanish religous music. TOTALLY NOT what I"m into. Maybe some day, not today. THough I had to admit, one song I did like. :)) *me blushing*

SO I go there, most people from fellowship and bible study on campus are there. They pray, then study for 2 hours. I end up with huge headache, luckily I found some Tylenol. NOt tumor headache, cause my eyes felt fine. After, had quite a few people want to talk to me. Also, one of them said they prayed for me. They knew my name and which college I went too. *wonders* Was ok, though I for some reason started tripping out on tumor in bathroom, then got over it. Oh, Rebecca wasn't there, nor was Felicia, but didn't matter. I do go for God, not for them, if they're there, good, if not, oh well. Was cool. Go home when alberto wants to talk to me in only spanish. *great I suck at it as it is* I manage. He is really nice. A really soft spoken person. I get home at 10PM. Find out nothing happened downtown.

Now that I'm done with day, and all that church, had me thinking about God and stuff. Study was about faith. Something I don't have much of. I guess cause I still have doubts. I don't write about them, cause I don't wanna dissuade someone, but they are legitimate arguments. THough I more believe then not. Way more believe then not, just that lil bit of doubt messes with me. Put it this way, I won't try to dedicate my entire exsistance without some good proof.

Weird, for some reason I just feel like typing and typing. :) Guess I"m bored. Also, I like expressing my feeling and being able to learn from it. Believe it or not, your comments have helped shape me. I guess cause i"m in that part of my life where I am starting to form me. I know, you'd think I'd have me by 20, but I dont. NOt yet, still learning stuff about myself. Ok, now i'm rambling. Hey, thanks for your time, have a Nice day and don't let the bed bugs bite. *woders if there are really bed bugs,and do they bite?*