I eased dropped on my big brother

Dear Diary,

First off, let me say this, I'm not that kind of a person. Usally, I let people have thier privacy. However, when you speak to loud, I may listen. Ok, some I'm up, watching tv when I hear my big bro on the phone. At first I was kinda just half listening until he start talking bout how sensitive he was. *him sensitive I thought, so I continued* He was talking bout how he's so sad about living here and how he loved zoo animals. *if you read my diary on a semi-regular basis, you know he doesn't come off as this kind of a person* It makes me wonder, is he really filled with gew on the inside or is he just try to convince yet another girl to go with him. *hmmm* Anyways, that is all I wanted to write.

Comments (7)

paulette (Legacy)

It has been my experience that, generally, people who try to convince you that they are "sensitive" are usually only sensitive to themselves.

(No slant on your brother. I don't know him and he may really be sensitive.)

paul
:)

Ladilizbet (Legacy)

The only person that matters is yourself!
Don't you care enough about your self to get an education so can get a decent job?

Dont you want to raise your quality of life?

Dont you want to set an example for the younger
kids?

Sure you dont have to do nothin for anyone but kids are very impressionable and if they see their bro working hard and studying, maybe they will follow along in YOUR footsteps.

Sounds to me lik you want to follow your big bro steps...

Life is worth taking a chance and WORK HARD at your choices. Work and perservance!
key words to change your quality of life.

No more lectures from me,

ladi

Ladilizbet (Legacy)

I apologize for my last comment (the lecture)
Just read your added post to yesterday about no food in the house.
Now I see why you think no one cares if you go on to college :*(**
I am just a dummie honey, never mind when i get on my high horse ... am known to shoot off at the mouth before have all facts.
Please, please get help for the younger kids and look for aid for self in going to school. There all types of government programs such as grants, loans and even pay you to go to school...The school also has jobs for students.
Your mom just is seeing your $ and gonna waste hers with bf ... fuk her, i hate ppl lik her...
angry ladi,

ps i dont usually use three letter words so forgive mine just think they are appropriae with it comes to your so called mother.
perhaps anger towards mine is shinein thru ...

pps - just moving this to correcxt day

partygirl (Legacy)

Hey! Don't think for a minute that you're only "mediocre". You're a great guy - I'm saying this in complete honesty. The girls that you have liked just never realised it... but look at it this way, they're probably not the best you can get anyway... and you deserve the best, don't settle even for second best.

Thanks for the comment!

Love,
Caitlin

kaliko88 (Legacy)

You're feeling all torn up because that's all you can feel right now. All you can see and think about is what's wrong, and when you do that the stuff that can make you feel better tends to get blocked out. At least that's the way it usually is for me.

So what's right with your world? I can think of one thing ... you have some immense possibilities to make it better. Think on that, and you just might find that you don't feel quite so bad anymore.

>^..^<

Buggie (Legacy)

*leaves u a snuggle*

I am glad ur here :o)

love lil buggie

Honey (Legacy)

Hello Tino,
I am so sorry, I had no idea that you were feeling so down. I do hope that you are feeling better now! :)
Also, you go to college young man! You will meet ppl your own age and you will be away from home.
You really need to get away from there more often.
I think you will enjoy being at college.

Go for it! :)

Honey