Besides that bizareness, not too much else going on. I just happen to be in the computer lab again. Read some entries and stuff. Just happy to be done with helping Michelle on some lame Antropology paper. Somtimes I wonder how the hell that she gets by with the kind of grammer she uses. You can't blame her, she's not a native speaker. She came here when she was 8. Though she talks just fine. She just talks a bit fast still. I understand her, just some people just have blank stares when she talks. Like, huh?! She tries hard so don't fault her too much.

Wow, this entry is starting to be boring. Then again, I'm a boring person. Atleast I think so. I just don't get why you guys like reading me. Well, I do a lil. I know what you readers really like. I just don't provide it. It wouldn't be true to who I am or what's happening in my life. I did it once and no, I don't like doing it. Though I must admit, i've been thinking of a theme I've been itching to try out. I'm almost sure it get people to read. But I'm trying to keep my neuroticism in check. Trying to tell myself, I don't need attention and don't need to be liked. I'm ok as I am. Its hard to believe sometimes, but I continue to try to keep it in check. We're programmed to need this social approval though. Why God, WHY? Why can't we be ok being alone? I guess because we need love. Awww, love. We love love. So warm and cozzy it is. Though the real trick is not to rely on others for it. It should be sustained from within and from God. Seems we always want to look out there for solutions when the answers are right in front of our face. Argh.....so hard to accept.

Its the whole emotions dominate logic problem. We know better, but are frozen to do anything about them. One idea I came up with is that one must fight emotions with emotions. Crap, GTG, will finish that later.