Today I was stood up. The elder that was suppose to take me to the youth group thing never came. Didn't even bother calling. Man, that erks me. I almost let it out on the family, but took the advice of honey and 02001 whatever the name, and seperated myself, took a deep breath, went to the computer, logged on to a comtempary christian website, and listened to music. The music is ok, but takes getting used to. I'm used to R&B. Not Backstreet Boy R&B, New Edition R&B. :) Well, atleast I got to talk to my friend Joe. Me and him talked and joked around. It was great, we rarely talk, cause I live about 10 miles away. Keep in mind I don't have a car. His mom doesn't like coming here, it's the area. I live in the ghetto. I don't blame her. I would be to. Even though he is my best friend, we are growing to be different people. He is alot more better a christian than me. He actally follows the beliefs, such as not working on the sabbath. NO, I'm not Jewish, Seventh-day Adventist. Anyways, like I was saying, I hope to be where he is maybe in a year. It's too bad I'm to prideful to tell him to help me spirtually. I know he would, but then he would be a mentor. I couldn't have him over me on something, me and him are competitive, and besides, he's a year younger. :)