On Friday, I talked to a transfer counsuler and it turns out i'm elgible to go to my all time favorite college. While others may like Harvard or Stanford, I like P.U.C. A seventh-day adventist christian college. Yup, that was my dream way back when. I had forgotten about it till the transfer college. Michelle seen how my eyes lit up when I found out I was elgible and finacial aid would cover me. I was in the clouds all day. I discussed with Michelle about it and she seems willing to go. The only problem is that she wants to get into UC Berkely or UCLA to prove her parents that she is indeed smart and worthy of thier respect. Plus she wants to remove the negative images they have of her. *telling her she'd be a bum and stuff* She says she'd decline them if they accepted her, she just wants an acceptance letter. Anyways, back to me
Wow, just typing about it gets me excited. Where to begin. Hmmm. Well, for one, I LOVE THE ENVIRONMENT. Friendly christians and giant rural area. Not to mention the 12 to 1 student to professor rate. Even the status of going there. The people in my church would be awed. No one from there ever went there except the former pastor. *he had gave me a tour of it when I was 17* So cool. I'll get to bond with GOD there and be able to get away from this stress-filled environment. I feel like I could really change into the christian I strive to be there.
So, the only thing stopping me now is the fact I have no car. Around there you need one. So damn rural. *both good and bad* Also, technically, I need to apply. Which I will come Monday.
As for the rest of my life, its OK. I'm a bit on the stressed side but i'm coping with it. I can write alot about the stresses but right now, I'm to much in a good mood to write about them.
Nothing else postive to write about. SO i'm leaving it like that. A postive/happy entry. *few of those in this diary* ANyways, i'm off the clothed springs I call a bed. ~END~
Comments (2)
You cannot depend on a place or other people to do this thing for you. You have to do it on your own. I think you need to think about this more carefully, and you seriously need to look at what has been holding you away from God all this time. Thing is, I know you already know the answers.
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