I always wonder if my friends really care about me. Or anyone for that matter. It seems like people like to ask the question, "what is wrong" Not only to me, but to other members in our group. Usually what ends up happening, is that the person in distress will tell the person asking individually. *as in they will take a walk around outside* So then that person that was in distress usually feels a bit better and takes off. After that, the person who asked about what is wrong starts to briefly discuss the problems then lets it go. Which I guess is ok. So, then the next few weeks, they turn to them again and again. It puts a strain on the asker, yet, they always seem to ask. And after, start to complain about so and so dumping off thier problems on them.

Hope I explained it right. My point, they ask, but do they really care. Do they really want to know, or just want to sound concerning? I dunno, I just wondered today in paticular cause I was asked how I was and, I was gonna lay it all out until I thought about what alot of them say, "I do want anyone dumping thier problems out on me". So I just say nothing is wrong.

Ok, enough about that, now presenting, my day. Started ok. Seen Gevel again. He is stressing over Candace, but is happier. I dunno if I want to hear him stress actually, since he doesn't really listen to me. After that, I hang for a second, then go off to class with Jeff and Donald. Once that class was done, went outside to benches. Me and him were suppose to do our own bible study. Then he said Danielle wanted to join. Ok, cool. So then I whip out my bible. That is when Rosie and Ayumi come. They start talking. I talk to Jeff,ask what should we study. He don't know. I don't either. I get frustrated and just go to the study they offer on Thursday's on campus. I was hoping jeff showed, he didn't.

Once the study finished, I was glad I went, was pretty good. I went back to group for about 30 minutes, then headed to Ordthodonx appointment. There, they take molds of my teeth. *was hard actually, kept almost throwing up, I get nervous when around dentist* They are now gonna check to see if I'm elgible for free braces through the insurance my mom gets. *is free state insurance btw* So hopefully they find my teeth are really bad and will do it for free. If not, I will have the option to pay $3,600+ for the whole thing. HA!! Like we have that kind of money. If we did, why would we be on Medi-CAL. *Medi-Cal= free state insurance for poor* Anyways, I pray that I can get it free, cause if not, then I'm stuck with my UGLY teeth.

Once that is clear, come home, mom is here. I guess that interview didn't go well. Supposely she has another tomorrow. I hope that goes well because frankly, I dunno how were gonna pull through if my mom don't get a job soon. She was nice today though, made me some raviolis. *actually just heated up water and put frozen raviolis in pot* Ate that, took nap after. Was a LONG nap, 4 hours. Wake up and do this entry. That is all. ~END~