While I'm there, 2 women are interviewing me. I'm throughly answering questions and using some of my speech techniques too. I think I did very well and I'll know what is up in 3 weeks. So that is good.

I guess the bad would be that me and Michelle still have been fighting. She has stalled on cleaning. Yesterday, I waited 12 hours and she still didn't end up doing much. She did however clean more so today. So that is good. Hopefully, like kaliko said, we'll get over the petty stuff. There is love there. We know each other ultra well and when we're not fighting, do good. I strongly doubt that I'd find a match on most of the things she is to me. THere are nicer people, but we have similar views and intelligence. Plus, physically, that works out awesome still. On the same boat spiritually, which is so hard to find.

In my classes, I've been doing good. I'm among the better speakers in my class, which is surprising to me. Political science is a piece of cake, though my professor is a lil more liberal than I'd like. She listening to "air america". That show is too extreme for my taste. Much like Rush Limbagh, cept' he's repulican. I'd say I'm a conservative liberal. More conservative socially and more liberal finacially.

I guess I would've been on DD more if I didn't think that some of the stuff I was going to post was petty. I don't know, sometimes I feel that I just nag on here. I try to avoid that and live on a higher plane. Still, I'm caught up with "worldly" stuff and need to rededicate myself to spiritual things.

Life has this blahness to it too. Its this sort of neutralness that probaly drives people nuts. I mean, when I'm with my friends and they ask what "is up" I usally just say ,"school, work, and Michelle" That is a good way of summarizing the oh, last 2 years of my life. Sometimes I talk about my tumor, though I talk about it less. I find that people aren't equipped on how to talk about it. It's usually, "oh, that's sad. I hope your ok" That usally is the end of that. I guess that's all I'm really comfortable with too. Its not like I'm going to tell people how scared I am or how much I hate it. Talking like that just ends up making them feel ackward. I really should talk to the girl in the Psychology class I dropped. She has inside knowledge. I mean, even Michelle isn't that great with talking to me. Yeah, better than anyone else, but without a life-threatening disease, I guess people can't relate.

Well, I guess it time in the program to pay some bills. I'll be back after this commercial break. *enter some commercials about the singing advantage puppy and MC Hammer losing his place* Ok, I'm back to talk about today's top observations. My cat just loves sitting in boxes. The smaller the better for him I guess. He's also learned to open the drawer where his food is. The dog likes to make grawling sounds with me. Beans beans, good for your heart, the more you eat, the more you fart. Also, with only 3 hours of sleep, you start to see things that aren't really there and don't see things that are. Reminds me of my last acid trip. Ok ok, I never did acid, but I bet you were shocked for a minute there. Though thats not to say that I'm not curious as to how colors smell. I would avoid brown though, I'm thinking fart smell or something. Anyways, I'm off on some other planet and need to sleep. Later and thanks for the advice MsAshly, Chrissy, and kaliko. The rest of you should be ashamed of yourselves. A self flogging *beating oneself with a whip* is appropiate punishment. Or, maybe a comment would be nice. :)