Today was a cool day. Ok, starts with me getting out my psychology class. I go to the student center and then I go in to hang with Candace, Amy *one of the new girls to the group, small asian*, Jaime and this other new girl, her name is Jessie i think. *still don't remember for sure* Anyways, I get in there and everyone starts talking. Almost right away, me and Jessie start to click really well. I mean, after only about 30 minutes there, we were like in our own lil worlds. It was really weird. We would talk, laugh, and turn to each other to see each others reaction at the same time. At one point, I got up to go to the bathroom because it seemed too weird that it seemed like we were like a couple. I went in there and I was thinking, that is really weird how we clicked like that. Usually i never get along that well with girls. Especially at first. With her, we were all touching each other as we laughed. ANd if you don't know me, lemme me tell you, I NEVER EVER touch people when I laugh.
So anyways, I come back from my other class with Donald and then I see her outside. I'm walking with Donald and Brian. She pulls me out of their group and puffs on her cigarette. *ewww, i hate girls that smoke* Anyways, we go back in and I find out that Candace, Mary, and Amy are going to the movies. Candace invites me and I accept. Though I think i was invited because Alisha wasn't there. Usually they click up. Anyways, we get there and decide to see Sweet Home Alabama.
That movie is VERY cool. It makes you go through alot of emotions. At the end, you feel good too. SO I and all of them liked it. We eat real quick and get dropped off.
I get home and after some hanging with lil bro and sis, I go on computer. *ofcourse, my obsession* I get online and I start to talk to Michelle and Diane. *AKA kailiko88* I get into some self-absorbed conversation and then Rosie comes online. She then starts telling me about this drama between her and Ayumi. Sends me this email. I forward to Diane and Michelle. After much conversation, she ends up calling Eliza. Leaves me alone on instant messanger and I kinda get upset and get offline.
I watch some tv and hang with family. My mom is depressed I think. SHe gots alot of stress. Some imposed by me. Since I'm kinda trying to get her to pay for the pills she promised to pay for. Anyways, I get tired of all that and go back online.
No one is online and no fun websites so I leave instant messanger on hoping someone pops online. In the meanwhile, I go on bed and just look out my window. That is when I get a phone call. It's Michelle. I"m SO Happy. It came off as me being hyper. :D Second time she called me. First time it wasn't for now, but this time we had good conversation. We flow as well as we chat. I wondered if I could keep that same flow that we have online and carry to phone. Was easy. I think we got a better sense of who each other were. You catch things more via voice. Anyways, after cool conversation, she say good night I luv you. Usually online i say it back fast. It's easier I do mean it. On the phone, I hesisitated on phone for a second then said it. I never said that to a girl on phone. EVER! I never use that word. I think about love, but i never use the word love to describe how we I feel about someone. So I felt happy after that, was kinda sad we had to get off phone.
Right now, I'm SO happy she called. Perfect timing. Only thing I didn't like about conversation was my voice. Very insecure about my voice. Though I doubt it was a big issue for her. It is for me. As for her, she sounds like Lihn in a way. Though Michelle's accent isn't as thick as Lihn's. Michelle only has slight accent. Anyways, i'm happy. LOL, I haven't put that I'm happy this many times in any entry. LOL.
Actually, getting back to phone conversation real quick. We asked each others flaws and she say online I sound just a lil whiney. Though on phone i don't. That probaly one thing you can't sense over text. I'm strong 95% of the time and I hardly ever complain. Though if you online know me from online, the pic i paint could be interrpretted at me being whiney and probaly emotional. I am emotional, though usuall internally. My whininess typically stays online because the diary and online is perfect release for me. Anyways, I will put entry tomorrow. BYE :)