Wed Apr 03 2002 - A bit of a downer
A bit of a downer
Dear Diary,

Today was alot slower than yesterday. Went to my classes, did some studying, hung out a lil with Donald. Had to go back home after I realized I left my wallet there.

As for the pictures I thought I would have, Lindsey flaked on me. I had a feeling she would. She doesn't have any classes tomorrow either. So hopefully Friday I can get the pictures I've been hoping for. If by Friday she doesn't bring the pictures, then I'll get my own.

On an upbeat note, I did eat this really good choclate covered oreo pie. It was one of the most delicious things I've ever eaten. *though very fatening* Oh, and talked to Jeff on the phone. Found out he is gonna work next semester. He may not take any classes. That'll suck. So now it'll be reversed. His girlfriend will be on campus and him working. As for me, I might do both. I dunno. All I know is I want money, a career and a girlfriend. I can get the girlfriend if I can stop being so shy. *part of that shyness stems from the fact that I got low self-esteem* Anyways, I feel kinda down. SOmetimes I wish I had a Prozac or something just to cheer me up. *though I don't know how some pill can make you happy* Actually, I know what would make me happy. If I had Eliza. :D What scares me is the fact I think I could if I really tried. AaaHH, testostorone shot kicking in tonight. Been thinking alot about my "needs" *LOL* alot lately. OK Ok, I"m rambling. Not only that, but I REALLY need to go to bed. Is so late, not sure why I let myself stay up so late, got an early class. THat is all. ~END

Comments (3)

Niels (Unauthenticated) (Legacy)
sign on to aim? wanto talk to you.

Niels
ShadowRose (Legacy)
it's okay to want a girlfriend, and to have a girlfriend, but recognize the fact that it is a lot of WORK. it starts out great, but once the 'romance' and 'puppy love' starts wearing off, it gets to be WORK. look at your friends' relationships -- the arguments, etc. you have to consider it realistically. trust me -- I've dated and I'm now married ;)
Melange (Legacy)
Tino - You can do it! Work through that low self-esteem and find someone who deserves the wonderful person that you are. God bless you.
 
 
 
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