Lately, my trust has be demolished. Has me thinking, is it even worth trusting people? I mean, they're just human. Giving someone part of your emotions is bound to fail. Isn't it? This week alone I have been stood up 3 times. Twice by my best friend, once by Eliza *girl I liked* By the way, best friend stood me up today. He was suppose to pick me up for church, guess he was too tired to call me.
As for online friends. *touchy issue* All I got to say is, if you don't want to chat to me, just tell me. I know, there are you out there that really do, I love that. I just hate when I pm someone then they conviently d/c. Or, I'll be invisible, then pop online then the person leaves. Or, while chatting, someone will say, I got to go off the computer, so I'll go invisible, then they're still online. But, I'll pop online, then they disconnect immediatly. Hmmmmm You know whats funny, this isn't just one person. You know who you are, you don't even have to ask me. If you ask, I will tell ya. So don't ask unless you want to know.
As for jenjea's comment. Wow, pretty deep. I see what ya mean, what if were the ones not being good friends. I can't speak for others, but I know my "friends" don't let me get in that position. I'm sure I haven't let them down. As for the other comments, thanks, I feel a lil better knowing I'm alone in the doormat position.
Ack, I had something else I wanted to write on. Um.... can't think of it. I'll get around to it, don't worry. *like you were worrying in the first place* Well, I think I'm off to visit the diaries of ppl who commented here. *I always end up doing that* LOL Anyways, have a nice day people, I'll try to do the same.
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trust is a funny thing. the truth is when you trust someone - they will let you down, its part of being human.
Bottom Line on Trust:
Only trust someone with as much as you are willing to forgive them.
As far as your background - what it boils down to is your motive for having it there I suppose. I mean, often times I will put something in my pocket or in my diary or wherever as a reminder for me ~ like the ''think on these things'' I had that verse in my pocket for a while and would take it out and read it - not as a ''show'' that I am a spiritual person - but just for me - as a reminder.
The BIG ISSUE
as far as praying a lot to get you into heaven - i am not sure if there was a tinge of joking in there or if you were serious - if you were serious i have one thing to say...
NOTHING GETS YOU INTO HEAVEN BUT THE PASSIONATE LOVE OF JESUS WHO DIED TO TAKE YOU TO HEAVEN WITH HIM.
Quit cheapening the priceless gift of God by thinking those thoughts hon! As far as being a ''Good Christian'' or a ''Bad Christian'' it isn't either that Jesus cares about. The truth is, those who love Christ will be there, those who don't wont. It IS that simple. I suppose the question is whether or not you love Jesus. Do you? If you can answer that question there should be no doubts where you are going.
Also - lemme say sumthin k? =) smile ~ your focus is on the wrong thing. Your focus should be on Christ - and not you. See self-centeredness isn't just about being puffed up with confidence - self-centeredness is about thinking about yourself - focusing on yourself - even if its in a negative light. My suggestion (and it's just a suggestion) is that you focus on the things that are lovely - just - pure - good. Think about the lovliness of Jesus.
I recommend thinking on just one part of Jesus' life each day and every time you have a thought about yourself not being a ''Good Christian'' just say, ''I refuse to think about what I am or what I am not. I choose to think about Jesus and I trust Him to save me.'' Then think of the part of Christ's life you are focusing on for the day.
See, the truth is when you are worried about your ''Good'' or ''Bad'' deeds, you aren't trusting in the power of Jesus to save you. Really, its like killing him all over - you are crushing His heart everytime you doubt His power to save you. Wasn't Him dying on the cross enough? What more can He give you that He hasn't already given?
@nnette
I don't think God would mind your using photos at all. If we are ashamed of him, he will be ashamed of us.
You should not think ppl are just ignoring you.
I do not ignore you.
I will be on one minute and off the next. I also leave my computer on while I am off doing something else and forget about it. I am sorry if you feel that I am one of those ppl.
Try to be careful to not hurt the ones who really do love you!
Love,
H
You should not think ppl are just ignoring you.
I do not ignore you.
I will be on one minute and off the next. I also leave my computer on while I am off doing something else and forget about it. I am sorry if you feel that I am one of those ppl.
Try to be careful to not hurt the ones who really do love you!
Love,
H