Last night I read through some of my older entries. Even some recent ones. YOu know what, I complain about life too much. We all do actually. I mean, compared to someone in a 3rd world country I am doing very good. RIGHT? and you are too. IF your reading this, your not blind. You probaly are in one piece like me. Drink clean water today? Bet you did. My point, I think us in the more industrialized nations complain WAYYYYY too much. I guess cause its ok to cause we have such a high standard. I think I like most of y'all need to step back and look at what we do got.

ANother thing I have been thinking bout is doing religous things. Seems alot of people are disenchatted with churches. That is sad, casue Hebrews Chapter 10 verse 25 says, Not forsaking the assembling of ourseelves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as ye see the day approching. Basically, don't sit home and try to be a closet christian. God wants ya to spread his word, and to enjoy the company of others with the same beliefs. I know, it is hard to go to church cause we tend to want to judge someone there. You got to remember, your there cause God wants you there. You do good cause GOd wants you to. ANother point, Being a good person isn't getting you to heaven. Cause he looks at your heart. You got to do things because you love him, not because its your routine, or you feel like doing something right. It is sad that I can't really apply this to me. I'm trying to though. I think cause I'm realizing that I got to do things for the right reasons.

Moving on. *out of preacher mode* Today is really nice. Not sure why I"m not happier. Mom went with her friends to movies. Lil sis is doing bible study. Rick is gone. *aka big bro* I got 5 dollars to last me till dinner. I don't know. I'm thinking the tumor. THe hormone flucuations. Anyways, i'll be online, maybe on webcam. Maybe later another entry. OH wait, I wanted to tell annette, yeah I agree. I wouldn't go out anyways. Just the fact of being wanted. I know, silly. Thanks for comment.