Finally, a chance to actually have just a lil free time. Its been awhile since I've had free time. It's like i've been stuck running around non-stop. Not that keeping busy isn't a good thing. Just I need to relax time. Like right now is nice. 10:30PM and nothing to do for the moment. SO NICE!
Ok, enough of that, time for some "surprising developments" First off, seems my mom is gonna be ok with me and Michelle moving with her. *oh yeah, btw, we're moving possibly soon* Something which had been in doubt for awhile. My mom really wants me out. REALLY BADLY! She says it in front of me and behind my back. It's something I pressure myself about already and yet she feels need to kick me out. Though I believe it's more Lorenzo wants me out than her. He always says little remarks, some of which almost got me to the verge of fighting.
SPeaking of which, I got into a fight. *sort of* Well, I punched Brian in the jaw. This happened on wednesday of last week. I hit him after learning that he had told ELiza that I said she was a freak and would play strip air hockey. While I did say she may be a canditate for strip air hockey, I also mentioned every other girl I knew, and this was last semester. The reason this is even a bigger issuse than it may seem is because ELiza owes me money. She's been owing me. $60 since December. Money I gave because she needed a bus pass and I had the money at the time. The reason Brian did this was to get back at me for blocking his number and not making some game cd for him. *though I didn't officially block his number, private numbers have to dial Star 82* Luckily, Brian didn't fight back afterwards or tell campus police. *yup, made the mistake of doing this on campus* Probaly wouldn't have come to that hadn't it been for several other factors. One, I don't like his attitude. Second, he's a liar. He adds stuff to every story, trying to make it gruesome. Third, he's greedy. Need any help, too bad. He says it himself, "I don't care" He don't. About no one. He has this negative attitude about people. Even when I try to talk to him about stuff, he often talks about other subjects as if I didn't just talk to him. *ok, enough so-called justifications* Point, Didn't like him, don't like him and I did the wrong action and it turned out ok.
As for my other friends. Well, its looking ok I guess. Alex and me are still getting along really well. As for Donald, I have made sure I've let Alex and Jeff know about his little greed and they view and treat him different. I still talk to him but keep my distance. I'm ready to cut him loose. As for Jeff. Well, we tend to get along good for a lil while, but it's not the friendship it used to be. He wants to be my good friend again, thing is, the trust is gone. There is Danielle who called me Friday. That was surprising. She had read my diary. *more surprising* She explained that she isn't bored of me or anything, just she's busy too. I was glad to hear from her. I couldn't talk long because I had a class to attend but before we got off,she invited me to a barbecue. I was happy bout that since the only other person to invite me somewhere recently has been Alex.
Wow, so much to cover, so much time has gone by. WEll, DMV is almost done with me. The limited time I was given to work there is just about up. That will leave me and Michelle unemployed. That just sucks. Looking for another job currently. Something that could hopefully get us a car. I know Michelle is tired of the bus. I feel bad that she has to go through all this hassle. Not just the bus, but my family and living situation. I'm glad she's still here despite all the crap that my life has thrown in her direction.
Speaking of our relationship, its doing really well. *most of the time* There are the dumb little arguments, but 95% of the time we are ok. Well, better than ok. The highs are HIGH. The lows are REALLY low. The reason being that we are both extrememly emotional. Though I try not to be, its my nature. She says she likes me emotional. Says I'm different than most guys. LOL. Yeah. I bring alot to the table with me that most young guys don't. I'm geniunely caring, goofy *she may use the word dorky*, and fair. By fair, I mean it's 50-50 in this relationship. Just because I'm the guy doesn't mean I have to rule it all. So that means I help with cooking, cleaning, laundry, and other gender roles. She also does her part by working, holding grocery bags and having a voice on what to do for the day.
Well, enough of that. Now that I think of it, forgot to write down my christian life. Well.......that's not turning out the way I want it. SInce Claudio "snubbed" me, I haven't had much to do with christians or GOD. It's not because of Claudio I haven't, its just my life is so packed, its like I have a hard time fitting him in. Plus, dangerous doubts swirl my head every now and then. Also, questions that I have that haven't been answered like, "what happens to all the native americans before columbus that didn't believe in Jesus?" ANyways, that is all. ~END~