Wow, I've been busy. You can tell when I don't do an entry for 3 days. I remember when I used to do about 3 entries a day. LOL, those were the days. Anyways, now presenting, my last few days. *ta da*

Ok, first friday. I see Ray at bus stop. I say hi, see Donald. Donald starts to talk to me. I wanted to talk to Ray, but Donald was talking and Ray didn't say anything. Ray ends up leaving on bus, I had asked him to stay, he said he had stuff to do. *YEAH RIGHT* After that, me and Donald meet Jeff. Jeff is happy to see me. We talk, go eat at Togo's. *even though I hate the place with a passion* Later, we get picked up by his friend Thomas.

Go to this girl Monica's place. She's got a b-day. She invited JEff and me. ANyways, were there and most of the youth group from Jeff's church is there. They play tag and hang out. Not with me though. Jeff is the only one that even notices I'm there. Rest of them got thier people they hang with. I am kinda sad there cause I am not even noticed. I wait outside for like 10 mins than come back in, was like I never left. No one even glanced at me. We eventually leave. *not sure why I went, I hardly knew her* I get home, eat and sleep.

Yesterday was very forgetable. I slept most of the day. Didn't leave my room much at all. My mom's boyfriend was in living room and I didn't want to see him. *Man I hate him* So the day is semi-depressing as most Saturday's are for me. Though later Ray did three-way with Jeff. They are total opposites. Is interesting listening to them though. Jeff is so open and excitable while Ray is so guarded and stoic. Anyways, I sleep after that.

Today was very different. Got up, felt pretty good. My mom actually cooked breakfast. A MIRACLE! Tastes good! I watch tv and play online video games. Did that till Thomas shows up. *I'm like, what is he doing here* He's here to pick me up for "Celebration Night" I go.

While going there, I had hoped Thomas would pick up JEff. He didn't We arrive and who do I see? If you guessed Jeff, you were right. We go in. We do some singing, some praying. I take communion they have. Was cool except when "youth pastor jeff" came to me and asked me if I knew what commune was. *keep in mind i was crouching down praying* I'm like, "HUH? what do you want?" So he tells me that communion is only for christians. At that point, I give him this stare of "I am a christian, duh". He asks if I was baptized. *like it was his business* I tell him yeah, as a Seventh-day adventist. He then leaves. Jeff *my best friend* is praying next to me too. Was happy. Later, he said I gave him the courage to go up there and get communion and pray. After that, Jeff gets ride from Thomas, i go with Caleb. *gas situation*

I come home and read some older entries and type this one. All in all, was a pretty cool weekend. As for them older entries, all I can say is wow. I've certainly changed. Even the way I type my entries. I'd say i've changed mostly for the good. I'm definately not the shy, isolated guy I was just months earlier. Things here at home are better. My mom has been showing alot of compassion of late. Only person who has gotten worse is lil sis. Yup, her. She's been acting like a lil brat. She's not as sweet as she once was. I guess cause she's almost 13. :( I feel like I can stop the bratiness in its tracks but I haven't had much time to influence her. ARGH! Anyways, I'm through for today. Thanks for all the hugs and prayers. :) That is all. ~END~