I actually am Really happy. Why, no other reason then I think I've found a bit of inner peace. I've really focused my mind on God for a change. Not on what Tinoz wants, but him. Something all these books I've went through couldn't tell me. Its tough, like I want to just go straight to bed, but I pray. I used to pray because it was just a habit for me. To pray then sleep. NOw I find myself enjoying the experience. Also, I'm reading the bible more, not cause I feel I should, or I need to study, just becasue I know I am happy making HIM happy. I think lots of people forget that we got to do things like go to church or do the preaching thing, not because we feel the need, but because we enjoy pleasing him. I know, I ain't one to preach, but hey, I'm trying to help y'all. Anyways, just think about it,"I'm I doing this for God and him alone?"

Ok, enough of that *went into preaching mode there* Friday was good, not sure if I wrote bout it. I went with Eliza to the rival college for some job applications. Was ok. Somehow we actually talked about are feeling about each other. We agree, were too opposite to date, but as friends, we go very well. And no, she don't like Dario. SHe is mad at Candace. Oh, while there, we went to the lounges there, THEY ARE NICE. WAY BETTER THEN LOUNGES IN MY COLLEGE!!! Anyways, was going home when I seen mom. Mom actually seen Eliza. Didn't much care, seems she starts being a bi-lingual receptionist monday. WOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO, she got a job, and its not janitoral. YEAH!!! Only thing that sucked bout Friday was I was suppose to do a prayer thing with Rebecca. AHHHH MAN!

Today, I was suppose to go to church, but Ray *best friend* called, he was sick. SO I didn't go. :( After, I basically sat on computer and took new pictures, you can now see more pictures of me. Also, lil sis put up a bunch of her too. Though she says she feels ugly. *OH NO!* I comforted her and asked who told her she was? SHe said some girl, I told her bout how looks don't matter and how girls tend to hate on each other. And besides, she is not an ugly person. I'm not sure how she could think that. She also is growing a "fat" complex thanks to My insensitive mom. Mom keeps saying, "Stop eating that, you'll get even fatter, You don't want that do you?" GRRRR *takes deep breath*

Last thing I want to mention is that webcams are so cool. So cheap too, 28 bucks after tax. I've been having loads of fun with it, so have lil bro and sis. Oh, if you want to see me, just Im me and ask. I love to show people me for the first time, trust me, I don't mind at all. Actually, I got a site I'm gonna be setting up so you can see me. THinking maybe a prerecorded thing. Everytime I write an entry record. Or something. That way you can see my mood or something. I'll see how it works out. Can't wait till later, FOOTBALL!!! YEAH!!! Go 49ers!!!! YEAH