Well, it was yet another bad morning for me. *WHY ME* Good ol' Michelle was working on yet another set of projects. She was doing something for both her soci class and her chemistry class. So, who else but me had to help her. This is typical for her, she waits till the very last second to do her school stuff. *not that I'm much better, but I manage it better* So alot of my day was spent cutting and pasting some crap of hers to some chem manual.

When I say whole day, it started at 11 and ended around 6:40PM. *-2 hours for soc class* I was annoyed but did it. She has bailed my butt out before and we're suppose to be there for each other.

That was really dull. I then got some online time cuz she was in chem class. However, none of my good friends were online. The one person I did chat to, was sick and hardly responded to me. We then get to the good part, eating.

We again go to lil cearsers and her asain restuarant. She had the same thing, chopped up dog covered in sweet and sour. *jk bout the dog thing* So we talk and it's good to be eating pizza again. Lots of talking and we walk home.

On the way home, there was this guy walking with his friends. He looked at me and said to his friends "I'm gonna kick his ass blood" I literally didn't even make eye contact with this thug. He was just trying to impress his lil "homies". I didn't respond and walked faster. He walked somewhat towards me and I kept an eye on him, he ended going back with his friends. I was a lil nervous, especially there being 3 big black guys at night. I thought I could maybe get one of them by surprise, but I couldn't take 3. So, to my relief, I was left alone.

We get home and she reads my entry. Michelle thinks I don't put enough positive about her. Well, she is partially right. I tend to put the negative things on. The thing is, the positive things are small stuff that everyone knows takes place in most relationships. There are the sweet romantic talks. The warm hug. Talking to me when I'm down. Those type of things. She has pulled my butt out of a few assignments too. My grades have gone up in her presence. She has kept me from finacial ruin, which could've easily happened without her. That, probaly being one of the biggest tangible things.

I also think I put alot of the bad stuff because I want my diary to be different. In my opinion, alot of people are vague in the diary. They put alot of fluff and never give you a behind the scenes look at what is really going on. I like to think that I say it like it is. Not to mention that a diary that shows everything, is useful when analyzing your past. Lastly, I feel that I never truely tell people what goes on in my life, so this give me my release, so to speak. Anyways, I appreciate your advice. Your added perspective has given me a clue to some of the stuff I may not of realized.