The last few days have been really mixed. The two days after our big fight, it went well. Then, it deteriorated. She started with her unrational anger and attacking me where it hurts the most. What she says makes me not want to trust anyone anymore. I thought she of all people would know better and care enough not to say the stuff she said. In the past, I probaly would've put the details of what she said, but now I don't want stuff to come back and bite me. Last time, I lost atleast 2 so-called close friends. So yeah..... I'm learning to be a little more guarded. Anyways, I almost had her leave again. However, she was really sad and crying afterward and I don't have the heart to cut anyone loose if thier lying. *yeah yeah, i'm a real sucker for crying* It wasn't just tears, it was all this sniffiling and moaning. So, I proposed an altimantium. She really has to let go of her anger after 10 minutes. *she has a tendancy to carry a little mistake of mines for literally hours* Also, she has to stop breaking my trust and start rebuilding it.

In other news, my lil sister gay friend, montana came over and slept over. I'm not sure what my mom's rationale is for letting him sleep in my lil sister's bed and allowing this guy to wear her clothes. Like I said before, since I have no authority, I don't say anything. Its really odd being around him too, since my sister told me he like me. *eww* That's actually an insult to me. Michelle thinks its cute. That's all for now. Thanks niels for the comment. Honestly, I think your better off without her. That's all.