Today, i feel better than yesterday. My knee feels ok, though I'm not sure if that's because i have a bunch of advil in my system and a knee immobilizer on. Still not used to the crutches I got, but I guess I will.

The day started with Jeff calling. HE MOVED!!! He now lives with his sister Jen. He loves it there. *he's been talking of moving, but I wasn't sure if he really would* He moved in over weekend. TOld him about knee, he felt bad for me. He says he's not sure why bad stuff keeps happening to me. I smiled. That is my life. *that sounds so pessimistic, but its true* Anyways, we talked a bit till big bro came and snatched phone away. When he left, I started crying.

Why did I cry? Well, cause he just bullies me alot. Gets on my nerves that I can't do anything. Well I can, but it would be extreme and illegal. Anyways, was crying for that, then felt a bit jealous of Jeff. He got everything I want. He got a place that is really nice, in nice area. Cool bigger sibling. Girlfriend. No responsiblities now. He got family that cares. He got more $$$$. He is talented. *he plays guitar* He is more involved in church. *heck, anyone that did anything for God is more involved than me, I do nothing, just a prayer at night* Jeff also gots alot more friends.

Anyways, I never end up calling him back. I got his new number though. Will call tomorrow. After that, slept and watched some tv with my mom. She was home. So was big bro. After another minor argument with him, i sleep some more. When I wake up, I watch MORE tv, eat dinner. Go on the internet.

I check email to find that Megan has emailed me again. Email says,
"hey tino...
well im at my friends house checking my e mail so i thought of you whats
going on i hope your knee feels better you did nt re-injur it did you?
today was boring but oh well. i cant wait till school starts. So did you
sign up for classes yet? man this vacation needs to end i feel like im
wasting hella time. even though i complain while in school that i wish i
had time but really i need to do something. so i dont type very fast so im
gona go talk to you soon k"

So that probaly means she calls tomorrow. If so, I'd be nice. Though I'm not sure what we'd talk about. I'm sure something will come up. Poor her, I think she is bored out of her mind. LOL. Heck, i am too. ANyways, that is all. ~end~