Lots o' Drama | DearDiary.Net

Lots went on lately. Trying to remember everything. Well, I got my MRI results and mixed. They see no tumor in my brain but my blood levels indicate that its there. So, they've referred me to my old hormone doc. Maybe she'll know whats going on.

The EDD sent me a letter. I didn't get the job. I was disappointed. I really wanted that job and I'm not sure why they didn't give it to me.

Got into fights with my mom and Michelle. My mom hadn't paid me $185 that she owned for rent. With Michelle, she was mad because I stalled on dinner. And, for the first time, MIchelle was insecure with me. She got mad that I chatted to innereye until 5AM. Though we didn't start until like 2AM. Plus, she got mad because she's into similar things as me. However, I didn't flirt one bit. All we talked about was monogamy and God. I offered her my chat logs but she says that I know how to change it. While true, I know I didn't do anything and I'm not worried.

Been hanging out with Alex alot lately. Its been alright as we play video games and stuff. Though seems like he always has some computer problem he needs me to look at.

Seen long-time friend Ally online. Was a while since we chatted. Was nice to do some catching up. Her life is going generally smooth and I'm happy for her.

Seems that kaliko isn't doing that great right now. She wants to see a counselor. She's down on her luck. I ended up leaving a comment that took an hour and a half to think out. I gave her the very best advice I could come up with. I wish she'd write more since I don't see her online anymore. I hate losing contact with people.

Right now, I'm down. I feel like things aren't going my way. Sometimes I don't want to be me in my situation. Logically, things aren't that bad. Could be ALOT worse. Still, I just look for happiness. I'm also mad. Mad that society has to be the way it is. GTG, Michelle "feels hungry" God forbid I don't get off. Soon she'll go from lovingly asking me to help to yelling.

She does know you disagreed with me, but enjoyed the argument on an academic level?

Of course my argument sounded strong. I specialise in making them sound strong. lol. But i remember you saying to me that you were sure you would come back with stronger arguments for monogamy... Don't make it so late next time. lol. And bring Michelle if you want. It is purely academic argument. You know i am not actually trying to change your mind. I believe some people are monogamous, and this is just as legitimate as the fact that some people are non-monogamous. I only argue it because i would like to see a society in which non-monogamy is just as acceptable as monogamy.

Thanks for letting me know that Michelle is ok.

rin

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