Sun Jul 08 2001 - So much for a nice day
So much for a nice day
Dear Diary,

Seems my weekends weren't meant for fun. Or ease. *I'm so tired of it* This time, it was my mom's boyfriend, again. Talk about a loser. He's comes at like 6pm and takes her, then she comes at 9 to say bye, leaves again. I then could hear him nagging her. Oh, you had to check in with your kids. *HOW DARE HE SAY THAT* On top of that, she didn't even cook dinner. THe lil bro and sis ate sandwiches, i still haven't ate. I might eat some chicken I'm thawing. All that isn't the worse part either, it's the fact I don't have anywhere to go. DOn't have friends anymore, except my best friend, which is now hanging with a group I don't like. And I can't make friends cause I'm not sure I know how. I'm such a shy person in person. And why would someone want to be my friend, I'm not cool. I'm not a super-good christian either. I kinda fit nowhere. I'm the ok looking kid that's nice but quiet. That's it. No one wants that. I'm not funny. I'm ok smart, but not that smart. I'm just stuck in mediocracy. *grr*

Comments (6)

menana (Legacy)
Dear Tinoz, you are very special. God made us all unique and if you had been the only one to trust him he would have hung on the cross just for you. When he was on the cross you were on his mind. Just keep your mind focused on him he knows at all times what is going on in your life and as you trust him he is working everything out in his time and his way. He may seem slow to you but a day to the Lord is as a 1000 years, Remember he is the only one we have to please and he will give you the grace to get thru all, remember he did not promise always a smooth ride thru life but he did promise us a safe landing to the other side. God loves us but he is much more concerned with our spiritul side than our physical side tho he cares for our physical also it is secondary, do not forget God loves you and wants you to live with him forever and if he lives in us by faith we can be joyfull in all things including our trials for Godly joy comes from with in rather than by our circumstances, so just keep your eyes on Jesus. Remember the apostle Paul in jail who could sing praises even while knowing he had done nothing wrong to be there and Joseph thrown in the well and Job who lost all his family and his riches than he got covered with boils and his wife told him to curse God and die but he said I came into the world with nothing and I will go out with nothing, but praise be to my God. So you see Tinoz God is always with us and if we have comitted our lives to him we can have the joy and peace that only comes from living for him joy and peace that surpasses all understanding, So like Paul and Joseph keep praising God in all things and all things will work out for the good. You may not know the future but if you know the one who holds the future you will be ok, and God your Father will show you the way if you just wait on him and follow his leading we may not always understand it but our way's are not his way's his ways are so much greater, that is why we must learn to trust him at all times. Tinoz you are always on my heart and in my prayers, just don't let go of Jesus if you fall get right back up it is when we stay down that we really fail. God bless, in his love, Menana.
menana (Legacy)
Dear Tinoz, you are very special. God made us all unique and if you had been the only one to trust him he would have hung on the cross just for you. When he was on the cross you were on his mind. Just keep your mind focused on him he knows at all times what is going on in your life and as you trust him he is working everything out in his time and his way. He may seem slow to you but a day to the Lord is as a 1000 years, Remember he is the only one we have to please and he will give you the grace to get thru all, remember he did not promise always a smooth ride thru life but he did promise us a safe landing to the other side. God loves us but he is much more concerned with our spiritula side than our physical side tho he cares for our physical also it is secondary, do not forget God loves you and wants you to live with him forever and if he lives in us by faith we can be joyfull in all things including our trials for Godly joy comes from with in rather than by our circumstances, so just keep your eyes on Jesus. Remember the apostle Paul in jail who could sing praises even while knowing he had done nothing wrong to be there and Joseph thrown in the well and Job who lost all his family and his riches than he got covered with boils and his wife told him to curse God and die but he said I came into the world with nothing and I will go out with nothing, but praise be to my God. So you see Tinoz God is always with us and if we have comitted our lives to him we can have the joy and peace that only comes from living for him joy and peace that surpasses all understanding, So like Paul and Joseph keep praising God in all things and all things will work out for the good. You may not know the future but if you know the one who holds the future you will be ok, and God your Father will show you the way if you just wait on him and follow his leading we may not always understand it but our way's are not his way's his ways are so much greater, that is why we must learn to trust him at all times. Tinoz you are always on my heart and in my prayers, just don't let go of Jesus if you fall get right back up it is when we stay down that we really fail. God bless, in his love, Menana, sorry about the big space in my entrie did not know how to correct it.
menana (Legacy)
sorry about the two of a same comments I was trying to correct one, I am still learning about this DD stuff.please be patient God isn't thru with me yet lol.
jayne (Legacy)
I read that entry too. I got bored with it before I got that far. I'm thankful for humble beginnings. It makes you a stronger person I think. It's really his loss.
ttyl,
~jayne~
Noeckett (Legacy)
You couldn't have been more wrong. I never asked for anyone to buy me a car. I don't even want a car. I'm getting rid of the car I have. And the money plea was facetious. Do you really think I'm dumb enough to expect someone to send me money because of some stupid diary entry? I just did it to give people a laugh after such a long and (as so politely put) boring entry. But don't worry, I doubt my diary will be around much longer, anyway. Sorry if I hurt your pride.
Honey (Legacy)
Tinoz,
I am on my son's computer, so I cannot chat with you,unless he downloads whatever. :) Read today's entry and you will understand why. :(
Speaking of Pride, I am so glad that there is a kid in this world who understands what pride is.
My oldest son has no pride what so ever and it does not bother him at all!
Keep your chin up!
Your Friend,
Honey
 
 
 
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