Dear Diary,

You know what, one thing I just realized is that I'm generally happy right now. Life is good. Not real good, but good. *I'm so glad, for a while there my day to day mood was depressed* Now, things just seem to be falling into place. *I hope this isn't a jinx* What made me realize life was good, well, I looked at my last few entries. *they're all postive* So, now that I feel a little happy, what to do with it. I guess just enjoy it.

Another thing I'm wondering, is it the hormones? I mean now that my pituitary gland is back on track, I seem to be going through alot more emotions. Before, when the tumor was big, I always feeling neautral. I was very level headed. *I didn't see what the big fuss over girls was* Also, now, I'm like more emotional. I get happier, I get saddier, more excited. MORE everything. Hmmm. If my body didn't NEED the hormones, I'd stop. I was better off level minded. No wonder I never understood other teenagers, I wasn't really one. Crazy hormones, and their crazy side effects. Oh, September 24 is a big day. I finally get growth hormone. YEAH!!! I'm gonna be tall. If all goes right, I could grow 2 inches by the end of this year. :D I'd be 5'9. YEAH! Girls like tall. I like tall. Less people pick on ya. It's great. I can't wait. Plus, my arms will be ready to bulk up according to my doc. SO it would be a good time to work out. Oh, if I work out, that might go to my lil head. *I don't want to turn like them jocks, I ALWAYS HATED them. *I shouldn't say hate, but you get what I mean* Dislike strongly, whatever. Anyways, as long as I have ya'll, you people should be able to keep me in check. Got to go, bye.