Well, today I made the decision to attend college over working for DMV. I weighed the pros and cons. Decided that going to college will make me happier and help me achieve long term success. DMV, while the money and work experience is good, definately doesn't help me achieve happiness. Also, working for them is SO boring and while can be a career, chances are that with my current skills, I don't get far.

Call Jeff in the morning. Obviously he is happy with my decision. He told me he hoped I didn't pick college just for him. I didn't. I mean, he shouldn't flatter himself. I wouldn't pick something I wanted to do just for him. WHile he's a cool friend, heck, best friend, I wouldn't pick something I didn't want to be a part of for his sake. We talk for a bit, is interseting. Talk about religon and talk about tv. Later, I bring up another thing that was on my mind. THe id of annon. Was telling Jeff I could figure out who it was if I really tried, he said, I got bigger problems then worrying about who it could be. *he's right* Oh, also talk about psychologists. Seems he wants to take me to his once he gets his car. hmmm, interesting. Though I have a feeling that I may end up getting my own session for myself.

After that, get off phone to find life never seems to leave this family alone. Seems that when we flush the toilet, the contents end up in the neighbors sink. *EWWWWWWWWWWW, GROooooooooooooooooooS!!!* I hate duplexs. Call my mom to get owner's number. SHe don't have it at work. Neighbors are like, You better not flush toliet. Luckily, no one has had to go, yet. You'd think they could call plumbers for themselves. Obviously they're ghetto though, want to wait for owner's to pay. Besides, I doubt they have money to pay for now.

After that lil thing, I decide I want to take a shower. GUess what, stupid knob is busted. Need plyers. We don't got any. :( So I'm stuck not taking shower.

So I then think, hey, i'm hungry, i'm gonna eat. NOTHING THERE!!! GRRRRRRr! My mom needs to shop. Why she only buy things for that christmas dinner. NO, there are no leftovers either. Eventually I just take a nap. Wake up to find my mom got home. She called owners and they will get plumber out tomorrow or day after that.

Well, you could say life is getting back to normal for me. Things bouncing the other way again. Argh,seems like whenever I get a lil momentum things seem to happen that keep me from being happy. SUCKS! Feel like pouting like a lil kid sometimes.

*sigh* Hope I made the right decision. Lord knows I need that money. Hopefully something good comes up. My unemployment money is near the end of its rope. NOt sure how the heck were gonna keep up with bills. Think I might have to do what I REALLY didn't want to do. Go to school and get part time job.
Others have done it, I guess I will too. ARGH!!! JUst as I had promised lil bro and sis I'd spend more time with them afterschool I probaly will have to back out of that and just work. Ok, I'm through typing for today. ~END~