I've made a decision to drop out of college for the moment. I want to focus on stacking some money. Atleast for a year. I will never quit but I guess its just gonna take longer.

As for me, I'm feeling somewhat depressed. Nothing in particular bringing me down, just something chemical I guess. Could be the heat. Shit, its been in the hundred's almost every day. I am also having some headaches. Oddly enough, its sensitive to the cold, like a fan or cold air.

As for the book I've been working on, I'm still in the character phase. Sometimes I don't feel I'm doing so good because some novels are just really good and I feel like I want mines to be up there or its junk.

Hmm, just noticed a missing notify person. I expected that person to go, oddly enough. I'll still read her being that I don't begrudge her. If I were to take a reason for why I was dropped, I'd say its because I haven't left comments lately. I understand that, just I haven't had time in my life to really go leave comments. Just for the rest of you, my schedule goes a lil something like this. Wake up at 10AM, look for work till 5, meet up with Michelle, spend time with her until she works at 10PM, Watch a lil TV and sleep. I had been staying up late, but I've been changing that. I do miss you guys and will catch up right now.

Last thing is that I almost got into a bad car accident while with my mom. She was turning left and my dumbass told her that she needed to go right *the store I wanted to go to was there* and she turned midway through and we almost went head-on into a red car and then when we went back, my mom almost rearended someone. So I'm glad I'm ok. I stayed up and worried about dying the same day. That is something frequent for me. I am afraid to die. While logically I accept God and thus an afterlife, I still have doubts that I will reappear. Or, if I do reapperar, God is angry at me and makes me burn in hell or something. I mean, if this is it, this really sucks. I dunno. That's all for now. Thank you for your time.