Wow, the last few days have me surprised. Lots to cover. Gonna cover about 3 days. NOt necessarily chronological but oh well. I'll try to remember the order.

Well first thing i'm gonna cover is the reason why i put the title surprised. When i got hom a couple of days ago, my mom seen me really tired and asked if i was ok. I'm like yeah kinda. She then tells me that she and everyone else is gonna pitch in on the pills. That making me surprised. She then sits me down and tells me she loves me and hugs me. Tells me she don't want me to die or anything. She then starts crying. I was like, OMG, so i started crying. *was touching like them moments you see on tv, the kind you doubt can really happen*

As of today though, I found out that she was a lil shocked as to the actual amount of the pills. The bromocriptine $132 at WalGreens. The hydrocortisone a bargain at $8.99. She is not so sure she wants to pay that. She wants to help find me some other way to pay for it. I'm gonna call that thing Danielle gave me. *i'm such a prograstinator* Anyways, I'm glad i have some Levoxyl for now. THat is pretty pricey too. Well, my mom said she will pay for the hydrocortisone. But I dunno if she still gonna get the bromo. *i knew it, too good to be true* STUPID TUMOR!

On a completly different subject, had a big argument with Michelle. All my fault too. I kinda was feeling insecure about her going to parties and stuff. Not only that, but I was saying stupid stuff like she will be nothing more than a friend. Stayed up late that day. She then tells me she don't know if she could totally trust me anymore. I understand that but it hurts me. You know, I totally didn't think anyone online could actually make me have feelings for them. This online thing is crazy.

Moving on, work has been frustrating. Customers always seem to find a question that i wasn't trained for. When i ask the head cashiers, they look at me like i should know. I hate that. I strongly dislike most of them there. Most are so superficial it makes me wanna barf because then ihave to play that lame role too.

Speaking of work, 2 girls hit on yesterday. The black one asked for my number. Her name was Maya. At that moment, I felt totally flattered and gave it out. Though later I thought about it and I think she collects numbers cause she had like a whole book. She also had a bunch of status questions such as: You have a car? Your own place? How long you work here? I also got asked for my id since i dont look 21. Anyways, i dunno about her, she had hoochie outfit, i don't like that. The other girl, the one at A&W is cute and very polite. Right now, i'm not sure what i'm gonna do. On one hand, I am very busy and don't have time. On the other hand, I'd love to have a gf here. Though I wonder if starting a relationship right is good to do since at this moment I can honestly say that my heart belongs to Michelle. Anyone else would just be temporary. That's not really fair for whoever i date.

Religously, I am near flat. I pray before bed and hardly talk to God. I'm gonna do a lil bible reading after I go to ShadowRose's club. Hopefully that'll do something for me. Well I'm off. I'm gonna play with lil bro. He misses that. He asked me why I chat. Then he asked why I don't play with him instead. I was like awwww. I will, let me go do some typing REALLY quick *this entry* and I will play with you. I miss interacting with my lil bro and sis. : ( I know they feel the same. Ok, enough of that, off i go.