Well, I was supposed to be out of Alex's house by today. That didn't happen. I decided to plea my case and get me more time. I haven't been able to find a place yet and I know it'll probaly be atleast a week. So, Alex's dad came at 8 in the morning to talk to me. *he just couldn't do it over the phone* He tells me that if I left now, I wouldn't have to pay anything. But, if I wanted to stay, I'd have to pay for last week and the upcoming week. That comes out to $200. It's a lot more than I wanted to pay but I think he knew that motels are even more expensive. *though not by much* He told me, "You may think I'm a dick but I'm not here to look out for you Tino, I'm here to look out for Alex. I also don't want to make it easy for you. I know people and they get comfortable and don't want to leave for 6 months. So you got to figure out how your going to get out of this mess." With that, I have to agree and then he talks to Alex. He finally leaves.

Me and Michelle got to go to the college. She gots to study for Calculus. Plus we wanted to look at this place. I tell Alex that we wont be back till late. He is also going out. He's going to a family reunion. He wouldn't be back till after I was. I asked him for the key and he wouldn't give it to me. I don't know what is up with that. He dad has a copy. He just thinks that his dad will be mad if I have the key. I don't know why he would. I'm not going to take something, wtf?!

Got to find a stupid job. I just may become a tutor like Michelle. I know philosophy really well and got an A, so I should be qualified. Doesn't pay much and I'm scared that maybe I don't know it as well as I need in order to teach someone. My hand is forced so we'll see.

My mom called me asking me if I lend her my name for the PG&E. That's funny. She's the last person I'd lend it too. It's her fault she didn't pay off her name. Plus, I think she is still in the place. If she is, that means I'm going through all this for nothing. Though I do know that she is getting thrown out soon. The thing is, she made it seem like Auguest 15 was THE day. I dunno.

I'm so worried. Got all this crap plus college. Shit, trying not to focus on it. It's really hard to pretend its ok. Though I think I'm handling it much better than I thought I would. I'm not horribly depressed and doing alright in most my classes, except Bio Psychology. Damn that class is hard. Anyways, I got to go.