Ok, today was alot happened. Apparent by the title. Ok, let me elaborate on it.

Ok, first went to my class. There, I heard some speeches then got pulled aside by the professor after class. He told me that for me missing one of my speechs that He would flunk me. *even though I have adequate points to pass without it* I told him I was at the doctor. *a half-truth, got testostorone shot* He said if I could provide proof of that, that he'd find a way for me to make it up. If not, I might as well not show up for his final. Obviously, i was mad at him and myself.

After my class I go to the student center. There, I am forced to pick a table of friends to sit with. One table has Mary, Awilda, Alisha. The other had Ayumi, Eliza, Donald, Jaime, and Dario. I ended up saying hi to the first table, sat at the second. While there, I never felt comfortable. Eliza was flirting around with Dario. Everyone else was talking amongst themselves. No one seemed to care that I had my angry face on. *they did see i was upset and pointed it out, but didn't care much to talk about it* I leave for some air, then go back in. There, Eliza is flirting some more with Dario. They start to make fun of Candace. That is where i decide to leave that table and go to the first table. There, I mummer how immature they are and sit there. Donald leaves table and would sit with me if he didn't have class. Ayumi switches tables. Raymond comes to the table. After Ayumi started talking, Romero comes to the table. Eliza and Dario leave. I then leave for my MRI.

I get there and am scared. Still, i go through with it. Took about 30 minutes. Made alot of loud sounds. Its so small in there too. Even though I'm not claustophobic, I didn't feel comfortable in there. I just endured, despite all the EPP's and ERP's. After that was finished, I went to Wal*greens. I almost developed my photos but had a few exposures left. I decided to give it one more day to get some of the pictures I want.

After walking home, I decide to call Clement and go to bible study. *hoping to see Rebecca there and socialize* He agrees to pick me up. He does later in the day. While there, I remembered why I stopped going. I don't have any friends there. Don't get me wrong, they are all friendly, ask me how I am and stuff. Just, they don't hang with me. I'm just there. I look around, Rebecca didn't show up. Listen to study, pray with Clement and Eugene. After that, I hang outside hoping to talk to people. At first, people walk past me like i'm invisible. I almost felt like crying actually. I just wanted to talk. Eventually, I talked with the lil kids, then Adam came out there. He talked to me alot. I was being very open with him as to why I hadn't showed up there. He showed me several scriptures then invited me to his place for dinner next Wednesday. I agree to show up. I then have to get a ride back home from Alberto.

While going out to his car, I snapped a picture of Clement, Adam, and Crawadog. I then get in Alberto's car. I bring up the issue of him forgeting to pick me up on Sunday. He apologizes. He didn't have his car that day. Also forgot. We talk about how he wants to get this Toyota MR-2. I tell him i have bigger problems than that. Tell him about me wanting christian friends and stuff. He tells me how some of them watch movies and stuff. He then drops me off at my place.

Here at home, I don't eat dinner and go in my room. Actually, i get the list of pills my mom has to take. Guess what? My mom has an ulcer. SHe has to take some pills. For you interested, here's what she's taking: Klor-con, nifedipine, hydrochlorothiazide, and cimetidine. Ok, it says here that one is potassium supplement, one treats high blood pressure and swelling due to excess water, another high blood pressure pill, and one to treat the ulcer. My mom says she'll be ok. I hope so. May God be with her. Heck, be with me too, I find out what my mri's say on Tuesday. *scary*

Ok, tomorrow will be interesting. I go to the on-campus bible study. I will go to my doctor's and try to get a note. Try to snap a picture of Alberto and Rebecca. Once I do that, I will develop pictures. And that's about it. Not sure what else. Maybe go home early and chat. I dunno. Something. Anyways, that is all. ~END~