Today started with a phone call. Was Jeff! Wow, he just called to wish me a happy thanksgiving and was wondering if I was ok. *WOW* We also watched some of a Saturday Night live rerun. *just a bit, we laughed about it* After that, was yet another surprise. Big bro comes in room invites me to his garage to play video games. *this is a first* Usually during holidays we don't talk or anything. I go there, play this rented game called Silent Hill 2. *actually he played, I watched* Mom served us the food in there. After eating, watch this movie called Freddy got fingered. Was very odd movie. *kinda funny* I leave his room. I come on to chat.

Was a chat I needed with a good friend. I apologized for putting her in a difficult situation. Also for getting mad at her for trying to do right thing. Long story, not important what it was about. Just know that I lied about something and got caught. *yes, I lied* Was stupid, just try to say something I wasn't. Anyways, is over with.

After chatting with her, I chatted with ibite. We talk mainly about her and alex. *an online guy she knows* I give her some advice and stuff. *hoped it helped* which leads me to now.

Oh yeah, let me note that I chatted to Ray yesterday. *former best friend* Was an interesting chat. I'm putting a portion on here cause I think it is cool that he kinda showed he cared. *usually he never does* I have this saved on notepad but I want to delete.

Ray: did you go to school today?
taz_want_food: yeah
taz_want_food: had econ canceled
taz_want_food: was dead there
Ray: mm hmm
taz_want_food: only like 4 ppl i knew was there
Ray: its the holiday! who shows up?
Ray: I didn't even go, and I had two classes!
taz_want_food: I'm glad i did though
taz_want_food: cause got free pizza
Ray: oh ok
taz_want_food: laughed about gay cows
Ray: you and pizza.........
Ray: watch your diet!
Ray: gay cows?
Ray: ???
taz_want_food: who cares
taz_want_food: Yeah, long story
Ray: who cares?
Ray: everyone cares!
Ray: watch your diet........seriously
taz_want_food: Oh come on, might as well, got a tumor, time to enjoy
Ray: are you serious?
taz_want_food: Well what should I do, eat all healthy now
Ray: yeah
taz_want_food: why?
taz_want_food: don't matter
Ray: yes it does!
taz_want_food: how?!
Ray: there was this lady named Lorraine
taz_want_food: I'm not seeing it, no matter my health,
taz_want_food: surgery will determine if I'm here
taz_want_food: after that
taz_want_food: maybe I'll change
Ray: maybe?!?!
taz_want_food: well don't wanna say yeah then I don't
taz_want_food: so maybe is good answer
Ray: you've already been given a second chance at life - you may get a third - you wanna mess this one up more, plus decrease your chances of getting a third shot?
taz_want_food: chances are the same wheter I eat only soy or eat all red
taz_want_food: meat
Ray: who told you that?
taz_want_food: I did
taz_want_food: Ain't like surgery rides on my health though
taz_want_food: rides on someone elses skill
Ray: tino you know the stats: vegetarians live an average of 8 years longer than omnivores
taz_want_food: oh my
taz_want_food: 8
taz_want_food: live expentancy is always going up too
taz_want_food: By the time I'm 68
taz_want_food: It'll be 87
taz_want_food: lets not forget afro american stats
Ray: ppl live longer - off more medication though
taz_want_food: no study
taz_want_food: that is a belief
taz_want_food: besides, you really think I'm looking at longer term health right now?
Ray: those who messed up their bodies in their youth are living off of drugs and surgeries and other doctor-aided techniques to increase their length of life
Ray: yeah they life til they're 87, but they've all had their share of heart attacks, osteoperosis, and who knows what else
taz_want_food: ok ray, your right
Ray: I'm just saying that its never too late to change
taz_want_food: well i will prob try after surgery
taz_want_food: just don't wanna try right now
taz_want_food: for what really?
Ray: because you know better
taz_want_food: that is why I am enjoying
taz_want_food: I know better than to think that eating good right now
taz_want_food: will affect any outcome I have
Ray: N-E-WAYZ

THen we talk about sports. *yawn* Oh yeah, then fight using yahoo fighters . I'm glad we chatted, though I wish he'd persue stuff a lil more. I'd like to open up to him and make are friendship something more than just superficial stuff. I mean, 11 years of knowing each other yet we know lil bout each other. Is kinda sad. Ok, enough rambling. I hope y'all had good thanksgivings. BYE