Gee whiz, what a week. Up and down. Down and up. That's life. Well atleast its a rollercoaster ride now as opposed to the downward fall it was just a month ago. Anyways, now presenting, my day.

Well, let me cover Friday. Friday, go to classes, hang out, study. I go home when Jeff calls me from the college and asks me to go there. I do. I get there and he is doing homework when he asks me if we should go to little ceasers. I say sure. I say, "you got your own money right?" He says,"why don't you pay" Like I was gonna pay his way again. I tell him I will pay but to pay me back Monday. He then says "Lets not get pizza" I get mad. I walk off for a bit and come back. He leaves. I then leave.

While at my bus stop, I feel bad about whole thing. I run about half mile to catch him. I finally do. Made him feel better for a bit. After that, talk turned dark. *for some reason, I have been feeling alot more dark* Talk on bus. He goes home. I then get home. Later, he calls me. He wants me to come over. After almost not being able to get there, I get ride thanks to my mom.

While there we play X-box and eat. Was good time. Minor arguments, but all in all was good time. I stay the night and sleep. Actually, I stayed awake for a bit and looked at his place. Is so nice. Though after awhile, I could see how he could get used to it. *I always thought that if I had nice house, I'd be happy. Jeff isn't happy and he seemingly gots it all* Wake up, eat nice breakfast, hang out, I eventually go home.

Here at home I argue with my mom. Later I play video games. Not much after that. Write entry.

Well, I'm glad things turned out for the ok. For some reason, I'm thinking about that suicide entry I wrote awhile back. Boy wasn't that a stupid idea. What the heck was I thinking. Wait, I wasn't thinking. No wonder why they put people who go on buildings and attempt suicide in mental homes. There is no logic in it. Anyways, that entry scares me. I can't believe I actually thought about it. I don't want that thought to ever come again. Actually, might as well admit it, I thought about it Friday briefly. When I was mad at Jeff. Though while just thinking about it, I thought to myself about the ramifications of such an event. VERY SELFISH and stupid! Anyways, its VERY late, I need to pray and sleep. G'night.

LOL, another notify person gone. SOrry that my life wasn't interesting enough. *usually its only interesting when I go through drama* Anyways, that is all. ~END~