What a crazy day! Ok, let's start from the begining. *as always* I'm online, bored, when I see Eliza's screen name pop up. She then Im's me. We talk briefly then she invites me over. I think about it and decide to go. *wasn't like I was gonna do anything here at home* So I get a ride from my mom and get there.

We talk on the way, that is when I find out that were going to Alex's house. So we arrive and I look around. MAN!!! its GHETTO!!! Way worse than my place. Alex's walls have graffiti on them and the place is junky. Outside, there were a bunch of people there with loud rap music. Almost felt like a scence straight out of Training Day. *movie with Denzel Washington* THey looked like thugs, but were cool. Later, I find out it's one of their birthday parties. Anyways, we get Alex and watch a movie. After that, we go to McDonald's and get some food. Things seemed ok. That is when Eliza went to go hang outside.

Is night time and there are more people showing up. At that point I'm thinking, why did Eliza bring me to this kind of place. So I stand around for awhile sticking close to her when I finally get in on some dominos. I play and is a good way to kill time. During the game, that is when they brought out the shot glasses. They had some kind of liquor and was giving everyone some. Eliza drank hers fast. *not the only thing she drank, she was downing alot of beer as well* I was offered some and I said no. I felt embarrassed. I almost folded to social pressure. However, I didn't. I passed. So the party continued while Eliza started to flirt with some guy named Zen. Not to long after that, the cops come. They have us turn down the music and have us go inside the house. *is like 11:30PM at that point*

Everyone but me and Alex went in the place upstairs. *not alex's house but very close by* I think if Alex could go up there, he would. Thing is, he's in a wheelchair. So we go to his place and he's MAD! He is mad that Eliza isn't hanging out with him and she's flirting with Zen. *how he think I feel* So were there and we talk. He sends me to get her. She don't wanna come with us. So I'm there with Alex. Alex is talking about how much he cares for her and this and that. Eventually, Eliza comes in. She helps this one drunk girl then looks for Zen. I tell her I want to leave. She doesn't even hear me. She finds Zen and takes him into Alex's bathroom.

While they're there, you know they're having sex. The noises and stuff. Alex is nearly crying while I'm there very angry. Is 1:30 AM at that point and I want to go to her place and sleep. I knock at the bathroom door and she tells me just a minute. HA! I guess in her world, that means another hour and 15 minutes. She finally is done at 2:45 AM. She is ready to go. We leave and walk to her place.

While walking, I tell her that I'm never going to a party with her again. She apologizes. I just say whatever. We make it to her place and she changes and goes on the bed. She is drunk as heck. She tells me all kinds of stuff and says, "Can't you tell I speak only the truth when I'm drunk" So I'm there and ask her, "Did you ever like me more than just a friend"? She says," Yeah, and I still do" So i'm a lil happy someone likes me and I go to sleep.

We wake up and go to McDonalds. *part of the promise she gave me* We eat breakfast and talk a lil about Alex. She knows he's mad. *though she has no idea, Alex wants to break off the friendship, infact, he told me that he never intended to be her friend, but her boyfriend* She's gonna talk to him later. I go home after getting my stuff at her place.

At home, Alex calls me. Asks me what she said. I tell him some. *he can ask her stuff when he talks to her* He don't even want to show up on campus anymore. That's sad. I feel bad for him. Thing is, I think he never had a legitmate chance with her. I asked her that last night actually. She said at some point there was a lil something. I dunno. NOw there's nothing. Not for him anyways. NOt if he really breaks it off. As for me, I've already eliminated her from my head long ago. She's a cool friend but that is all. Is sad it has to be that way.

Geez, it's easter sunday and I missed church. THat sucks. Oh well. Maybe next Sunday. That is if me and Jeff are still cool by then. Our friendship has been heading downhill. Well, I'll still go to church, just not his. Not the same when you have a grudge against someone there. THat's another entry for another that. ANyways, that is all. ~END~