While reading "Jesusfreak's" entry about being an inadequate christian, I was thinking, what kind of christian am I. Well, I don't really testify that much. I testify to some people while in chat rooms is about all. My friends aren't into it. I don't really read the bible that much. Nor do I really do anything that would be considered "for God". I sit here, watch the siblings, sometimes cook. I know, works don't get you into heaven, but as a saved christian, I should be doing the work of God. Not because I feel it will impress him, but because that is what kind of person I am.

Now that I look back on this diary, it's less of me struggling to be a christian, but me just plain struggling. This diary was supposed to be about me trying to become the person God would have me be. Well, that is all I have to say, I'm gonna go pray, maybe God can relight that fire that once burned for him after I was baptized.