*in tears* I knew it. TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. DAY WAs going to smooth. Something had to happen. OR in this case, nothing. Atleast ya'll exceeded my expectations. Here in real world. NO GIFTS, NO CAKE! HOW DARE! Just when I had my hopes high. So my mom comes home right. She's like hi. I respond. *me hoping for some big surprise* She's like, "Isn't today your birthday" *SHocked I reply* Yeah. She's like happy birthday. That's it. I was waiting to see her pull gifts out of somewhere. NO. My big brother, I had some hopes on him getting me something, NO. My adored lil bro and sis, NO! My grandma, the one who started it, NO! After me breaking into tears after realizing there was no surprise I yell at them. Only after this they tell me tomorrow they will get me something. *tomorrows not my birthday* They had time. I let them know time and time again. GRRRRRRRRR

*throws up after getting off emotional rollercoaster* Well, that's it. No more lofty expectations for them. No more presents from me. No more christmas gifts. No more loans. NOTHING! I'm through with them. How dare they cross me this day. *Man the mix of emotions in me right now really does make me feel like throwing up* I'm overjoyed the internet remembered. Happy to have seen Eliza. Happy that I enrolled in college. Sad/Mad that I didn't get not a thing from the ones I love most. If this isn't irony, what is. I think I am now closer to internet people than my own family. *pathetic* That is all. Thanks again for all your comments. IF you put a new one, I will read it by the way. That's all. I'll be on my instant messanger if anyone needs me. If I'm not there, try checking my bed.