Well, here I am again. Not much going on. Filed my taxes at the last minute. I should be getting a lil refund. (100ish) Sometimes, I look at the 16k we got this year and wonder where it went. Then I wonder how much more I will need to be able to afford the baby. Was reading this baby book with Michelle (via Ms. Fong) and there are all these things that we need, wow. Michelle has quite a list going. My mom said Saturday she would get the crib, maybe. Less than 2 weeks before the due date and still don't have it. I'm thinking by Sunday, if I don't have it, I gotta go get one. I suppose this baby shower my mom and Ray said they would try to set up ain't happening. Whatever, didn't expect it to happen. People talk a good talk but the truth is I just don't do enough for them to be motivated to do so. I accept that. I don't expect any altruism really. It goes against our programming. We're not built to do something without any chance for reinforcement.

Besides that, just here thinking about seriously writing a book. I always say that but I want to really get at it... My latest is more of a popish idea in that I think it would the latest in dating books. I think there is a market for finding a stable mate via using methodology in personality assessments. Though it wouldn't be like those "objective" tests, but more open-ended in nature. I think when you try to ask someone directly about themselves, they will give u the answer you wanna hear. I think people need to learn about the patterns in the responses, not just adding up some points. Though for the typical American, having to apply analysis as opposed to looking something up in a chart may be too ambigouious to them. Anyways..yea. Baby will be out in less than 2 weeks. Gawd, need this quarter to end asap. Blah......Tests coming up, better get studying...