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Are you game? I got another top 10 for you cuz I know you've been waiting",{"_126":469,"_128":470,"_130":471,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1359041"],"Tue Sep 04 2007","Let Go......",{"_126":473,"_128":474,"_130":475,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1358679"],"Sat Sep 01 2007","The FAIR/ I got a pic of me/ Don't just come to see a pic/ Ok, just come no matter what/ Would a comment be asking too much?",{"_126":477,"_128":478,"_130":479,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1358518"],"Thu Aug 30 2007","Emotional Rollercoaster / Replies to comments/ Please no Hello Kitty E-Cards",{"_126":481,"_128":482,"_130":483,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1357840"],"Sat Aug 25 2007","*sigh* ........................",{"_126":485,"_128":482,"_130":486,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1357742"],"More depressing crap",{"_126":488,"_128":482,"_130":486,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1357740"],{"_126":490,"_128":482,"_130":491,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1357739"],"My Birthday, christian stuff and more!",{"_126":493,"_128":494,"_130":495,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1355199"],"Mon Aug 06 2007","Sadness",{"_126":497,"_128":498,"_130":499,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1354227"],"Mon Jul 30 2007","Meaningless",{"_126":501,"_128":502,"_130":503,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1353709"],"Thu Jul 26 2007","Previously private entry and other interesting thoughts",{"_126":505,"_128":506,"_130":507,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1351379"],"Wed Jul 11 2007","Responding to comments",{"_126":509,"_128":510,"_130":511,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1351218"],"Tue Jul 10 2007","Lucky to be Alive",{"_126":513,"_128":514,"_130":515,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1346856"],"Sat Jun 09 2007","What now?",{"_126":517,"_128":518,"_130":519,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1341979"],"Sun May 06 2007","Christians vs. Atheists",{"_126":521,"_128":518,"_130":522,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1341717"],"What Do I Do with You Guys",{"_126":524,"_128":525,"_130":526,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1340115"],"Thu Apr 26 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Nothing but the Truth so help me ....whatever is out there",{"_126":560,"_128":557,"_130":558,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1319968"],{"_126":562,"_128":563,"_130":564,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1319518"],"Mon Jan 08 2007","I've been tagged!",{"_126":566,"_128":567,"_130":568,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1318726"],"Thu Jan 04 2007","I Almost Won",{"_126":570,"_128":571,"_130":572,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1317101"],"Wed Dec 27 2006","Worst Than I Could've Imagined",{"_126":574,"_128":575,"_130":576,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1316630"],"Sun Dec 24 2006","My First Time Ever",{"_126":578,"_128":579,"_130":580,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1316213"],"Thu Dec 21 2006","Emerging from the dark",{"_126":582,"_128":583,"_130":584,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1312221"],"Wed Nov 29 2006","I HATE YOU..........ok, not so much now",{"_126":586,"_128":587,"_130":588,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1309666"],"Wed Nov 15 2006","The Miracles of the Quran and more...",{"_126":590,"_128":591,"_130":592,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1308059"],"Thu Nov 09 2006","Christian Perspectives on the Cause of Psychological Problems",{"_126":594,"_128":595,"_130":596,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1306360"],"Tue Oct 31 2006","A reunion of sorts",{"_126":598,"_128":599,"_130":600,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1305496"],"Thu Oct 26 2006","To forgive or not to forgive, THAT is the question!",{"_126":602,"_128":603,"_130":604,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1304802"],"Mon Oct 23 2006","What is the soul?",{"_126":606,"_128":603,"_130":607,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1304777"],"What Kind Of GOD do you believe in?",{"_126":609,"_128":610,"_130":611,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1302919"],"Fri Oct 13 2006","Don't Touch Me!",{"_126":613,"_128":614,"_130":615,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1301491"],"Thu Oct 05 2006","HE BECAME A PASTOR?!",{"_126":617,"_128":618,"_130":619,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1300016"],"Wed Sep 27 2006","GET OUT MY HEAD, YOU STUPID LIL CYNIC",{"_126":621,"_128":618,"_130":622,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1299938"],"I Spy With My Little Eye",{"_126":624,"_128":625,"_130":626,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1297254"],"Thu Sep 14 2006","Does God Want You To Be Rich???",{"_126":628,"_128":629,"_130":630,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1295467"],"Thu Sep 07 2006","Hell week is finally coming to a close",{"_126":632,"_128":633,"_130":634,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1293974"],"Tue Aug 29 2006","They drove me nuts",{"_126":636,"_128":637,"_130":638,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1293282"],"Mon Aug 28 2006","THEY'RE COMING!!! AAAHH!",{"_126":640,"_128":641,"_130":642,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1292916"],"Sat Aug 26 2006","A new diary",{"_126":644,"_128":645,"_130":646,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1292147"],"Tue Aug 22 2006","Bizareness",{"_126":648,"_128":649,"_130":650,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1291902"],"Mon Aug 21 2006","Altruism?",{"_126":652,"_128":653,"_130":654,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1291121"],"Thu Aug 17 2006","I DID IT!!!",{"_126":656,"_128":657,"_130":658,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1290573"],"Mon Aug 14 2006","Stairway to Heaven",{"_126":660,"_128":661,"_130":662,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1285031"],"Thu Jul 20 2006","Just analyzing things",{"_126":664,"_128":665,"_130":666,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1281764"],"Thu Jul 06 2006","On Genuineness/Being \"real\"",{"_126":668,"_128":669,"_130":670,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1281533"],"Wed Jul 05 2006","Questions about Christianity, God, and other spiritual stuff",{"_126":672,"_128":669,"_130":673,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1281527"],"It's Time For Change.......",{"_126":675,"_128":676,"_130":677,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1278831"],"Sat Jun 24 2006","Great News, Grim News.....",{"_126":679,"_128":680,"_130":681,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1278293"],"Wed Jun 21 2006","Transpersonal Psychology",{"_126":683,"_128":684,"_130":685,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1278034"],"Tue Jun 20 2006","Inside My Brain",{"_126":687,"_128":688,"_130":689,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1276007"],"Mon Jun 12 2006","Finally Back!",{"_126":691,"_128":692,"_130":693,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1269857"],"Fri May 19 2006","Me and Michelle.....Seperated.....",{"_126":695,"_128":696,"_130":697,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1269546"],"Thu May 18 2006","Its OVER.........for now",{"_126":699,"_128":700,"_130":701,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1268471"],"Sun May 14 2006","Feel Useless and Worthless?",{"_126":703,"_128":700,"_130":704,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1268415"],"ME, according to psychologists",{"_126":706,"_128":707,"_130":708,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1266527"],"Sat May 06 2006","Sweet and Sour sandwich! You know you want some.",{"_126":710,"_128":711,"_130":712,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1264645"],"Fri Apr 28 2006","The Big Immigrant Protest",{"_126":714,"_128":715,"_130":716,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1264238"],"Wed Apr 26 2006","Objective view of my relationship?/ What's the pinnacle of exsistance?",{"_126":718,"_128":715,"_130":719,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1264235"],"Assessing my view on people through psychology",{"_126":721,"_128":722,"_130":723,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1260251"],"Tue Apr 11 2006","More of the same. Just worded differently",{"_126":725,"_128":726,"_130":727,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1254713"],"Thu Mar 23 2006","Among My Most Stressful Week's",{"_126":729,"_128":730,"_130":731,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1250985"],"Sun Mar 12 2006","Final Message",{"_126":733,"_128":734,"_130":735,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1249462"],"Tue Mar 07 2006","War of Words",{"_126":737,"_128":738,"_130":739,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1247907"],"Thu Mar 02 2006","Saved at the last minute",{"_126":741,"_128":742,"_130":743,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1246957"],"Mon Feb 27 2006","Your toasted brain sandwich is ready! 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What do they have in common?",{"_126":1039,"_128":1040,"_130":1041,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1139505"],"Sun May 01 2005","The Good, bad and the blah",{"_126":1043,"_128":1044,"_130":1045,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1137402"],"Mon Apr 25 2005","Arguing about this and that",{"_126":1047,"_128":1048,"_130":1049,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1135197"],"Wed Apr 20 2005","Questionable Decisions",{"_126":1051,"_128":1052,"_130":1053,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1134301"],"Mon Apr 18 2005","Bordem Pics",{"_126":1055,"_128":1052,"_130":1056,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1134152"],"Finally, a break",{"_126":1058,"_128":1059,"_130":1060,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1133354"],"Sat Apr 16 2005","A lot to think about",{"_126":1062,"_128":1063,"_130":1064,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1132879"],"Fri Apr 15 2005","Weight Gain",{"_126":1066,"_128":1067,"_130":1068,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1130782"],"Mon Apr 11 2005","The Angry Pastor's Wife",{"_126":1070,"_128":1071,"_130":1072,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1129071"],"Fri Apr 08 2005","All about friends",{"_126":1074,"_128":1075,"_130":1076,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1128591"],"Thu Apr 07 2005","To my non-friends",{"_126":1078,"_128":1079,"_130":1080,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1127673"],"Tue Apr 05 2005","Emptying my brain",{"_126":1082,"_128":1083,"_130":1084,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1125207"],"Thu Mar 31 2005","Totally Bizarre",{"_126":1086,"_128":1087,"_130":1088,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1124952"],"Wed Mar 30 2005","I am......",{"_126":1090,"_128":1091,"_130":1092,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1123924"],"Mon Mar 28 2005","Christianity vs. Churchianity",{"_126":1094,"_128":1095,"_130":1096,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1122702"],"Fri Mar 25 2005","Alot of Blah",{"_126":1098,"_128":1095,"_130":1099,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1122525"],"A chocolate cross?!!",{"_126":1101,"_128":1102,"_130":1103,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1122046"],"Thu Mar 24 2005","Tragic but odd story of Robert Rogers",{"_126":1105,"_128":1102,"_130":1106,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1121741"],"Just a bunch of crap",{"_126":1108,"_128":1109,"_130":1110,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1120865"],"Tue Mar 22 2005","Why do I lie?",{"_126":1112,"_128":1109,"_130":1113,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1120827"],"Wait and See Approach",{"_126":1115,"_128":1116,"_130":1117,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1117997"],"Wed Mar 16 2005","Good news, bad news",{"_126":1119,"_128":1120,"_130":1121,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1117391"],"Mon Mar 14 2005","Very Bad News...",{"_126":1123,"_128":1124,"_130":1125,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1116251"],"Sat Mar 12 2005","Tension and Juicy stuff",{"_126":1127,"_128":1128,"_130":1129,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1113268"],"Sun Mar 06 2005","Indoctrination",{"_126":1131,"_128":1132,"_130":1133,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1112677"],"Sat Mar 05 2005","OH YEAH",{"_126":1135,"_128":1136,"_130":1137,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1107662"],"Wed Feb 23 2005","YAY, I'm OK",{"_126":1139,"_128":1140,"_130":1141,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1105529"],"Sat Feb 19 2005","Going to Hospital",{"_126":1143,"_128":1144,"_130":1145,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1103009"],"Mon Feb 14 2005","Really Interesting Read",{"_126":1147,"_128":1144,"_130":1148,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1102993"],"She LOVED it!",{"_126":1150,"_128":1144,"_130":1151,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1102940"],"Corporate Guilt and Sadness",{"_126":1153,"_128":1154,"_130":1155,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1101716"],"Sat Feb 12 2005","Money this and that",{"_126":1157,"_128":1158,"_130":1159,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1098666"],"Mon Feb 07 2005","Diaries and stuff",{"_126":1161,"_128":1162,"_130":1163,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1097251"],"Fri Feb 04 2005","ME, Center Stage",{"_126":1165,"_128":1166,"_130":1167,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1095320"],"Mon Jan 31 2005","Yeah Right!",{"_126":1169,"_128":1170,"_130":1171,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1094003"],"Sat Jan 29 2005","Of Me and God",{"_126":1173,"_128":1174,"_130":1175,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1093646"],"Thu Jan 27 2005","Angry Crap",{"_126":1177,"_128":1178,"_130":1179,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1091903"],"Mon Jan 24 2005","Less than 30 days",{"_126":1181,"_128":1182,"_130":1183,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1088948"],"Wed Jan 19 2005","Fire!!!! and more",{"_126":1185,"_128":1186,"_130":1187,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1070445"],"Wed Dec 15 2004","The 3 Spirits",{"_126":1189,"_128":1190,"_130":1191,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1069402"],"Mon Dec 13 2004","Too Much Psychology",{"_126":1193,"_128":1194,"_130":1195,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1067317"],"Thu Dec 09 2004","What Is Love?",{"_126":1197,"_128":1198,"_130":1199,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1066825"],"Wed Dec 08 2004","Bad Day",{"_126":1201,"_128":1202,"_130":1203,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1066369"],"Tue Dec 07 2004","More Drama than I like",{"_126":1205,"_128":1206,"_130":1207,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1065786"],"Mon Dec 06 2004","Emptying my Thoughts",{"_126":1209,"_128":1206,"_130":1207,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1065785"],{"_126":1211,"_128":1212,"_130":1213,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1063277"],"Wed Dec 01 2004","Accept me, PLEASE",{"_126":1215,"_128":1216,"_130":1217,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1062153"],"Mon Nov 29 2004","Up and Down Break",{"_126":1219,"_128":1220,"_130":1221,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1059732"],"Wed Nov 24 2004","Finally, some justice",{"_126":1223,"_128":1224,"_130":1225,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1058696"],"Mon Nov 22 2004","Broken",{"_126":1227,"_128":1228,"_130":1229,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1056138"],"Wed Nov 17 2004","Final Fantasy",{"_126":1231,"_128":1232,"_130":1233,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1053153"],"Thu Nov 11 2004","More Blah",{"_126":1235,"_128":1236,"_130":1237,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1052447"],"Wed Nov 10 2004","Caught!!!",{"_126":1239,"_128":1236,"_130":1240,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1052432"],"Cleaning Up",{"_126":1242,"_128":1243,"_130":1244,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1051954"],"Tue Nov 09 2004","Nothing Bad Happening is Good",{"_126":1246,"_128":1247,"_130":1248,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1051359"],"Mon Nov 08 2004","Dodging Bullets",{"_126":1250,"_128":1251,"_130":1252,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1049875"],"Fri Nov 05 2004","Divided We Fall",{"_126":1254,"_128":1255,"_130":1256,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1048798"],"Wed Nov 03 2004","Can't say I'm happy",{"_126":1258,"_128":1259,"_130":1260,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1047681"],"Mon Nov 01 2004","Losing it?",{"_126":1262,"_128":1263,"_130":1264,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1045048"],"Wed Oct 27 2004","Jesus would vote for......",{"_126":1266,"_128":1267,"_130":1268,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1044570"],"Tue Oct 26 2004","The sun comes out",{"_126":1270,"_128":1271,"_130":1272,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1043844"],"Mon Oct 25 2004","Enduring",{"_126":1274,"_128":1275,"_130":1276,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1041932"],"Thu Oct 21 2004","Addressing Comments, first up is niels",{"_126":1278,"_128":1279,"_130":1280,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1041344"],"Wed Oct 20 2004","Just dissapointed",{"_126":1282,"_128":1283,"_130":1284,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1040900"],"Tue Oct 19 2004","Hot Chocolate, Rain and Cuddling",{"_126":1286,"_128":1287,"_130":1288,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1040342"],"Mon Oct 18 2004","Testing Me",{"_126":1290,"_128":1291,"_130":1292,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1038326"],"Thu Oct 14 2004","To Niels",{"_126":1294,"_128":1295,"_130":1296,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1034872"],"Fri Oct 08 2004","A lot of meaningless nothing",{"_126":1298,"_128":1299,"_130":1300,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1034354"],"Thu Oct 07 2004","Too Cynical",{"_126":1302,"_128":1303,"_130":1304,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1033459"],"Tue Oct 05 2004","Sinus Infection, side effects and more",{"_126":1306,"_128":1307,"_130":1308,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1030886"],"Fri Oct 01 2004","Pissed",{"_126":1310,"_128":1311,"_130":1312,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1030880"],"Thu Sep 30 2004","Too Noisy",{"_126":1314,"_128":1315,"_130":1316,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1029507"],"Wed Sep 29 2004","Finally..... 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Diary,
Today was better than yesterday. NO real reason. Woke up in good mood despite all that happened. Dunno. Anyways. Took this test I got from Fortune. Is a \"freak test\". Is at Is long but fun. IS something to do. Anyways, enjoy that. will write more later.
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may she rest in peace..\r
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DQ",["D",1014626650000],[],{"_4286":4307,"_126":2679,"_4288":4308,"_4290":4309,"_4292":4310,"_4294":118,"_117":4257,"_4295":-5,"_4296":-5,"_4297":4311,"_4299":-5},205580,"Butcherboy (Legacy)","really tragic...",["D",1014628693000],[],{"_4286":4313,"_126":2679,"_4288":4314,"_4290":4315,"_4292":4316,"_4294":118,"_117":4257,"_4295":-5,"_4296":-5,"_4297":4317,"_4299":-5},205581,"ShadowRose (Legacy)","suicide is a very hard thing to deal with. while at college one of the kids there committed suicide. it devestated the entire campus. it was a small school so everybody knew everybody else and we felt like a large family. no one knew he was struggling with it.\r
\r
you are right, it is a selfish act. but it is powerful -- once the thoughts start you struggle a lot with it. i've been there.\r
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hugs & prayers.",["D",1014648495000],[],{"_4286":4319,"_126":2679,"_4288":4320,"_4290":4321,"_4292":4322,"_4294":118,"_117":4257,"_4295":-5,"_4296":-5,"_4297":4323,"_4299":-5},205583,"kaliko88 (Legacy)","I'm sorry about Annon, Tinoz. I wish I could say something more to make it less painful, but words are useless.\r
\r
I'll pray. I wish I'd known it was needed earlier.\r
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