Well, the county ended up calling here saying they were gonna pick up my mom. MY mom, talked with them, got them to wait till tomorrow. *to see if she could come up with money* Guess who she turns to. UH HUH! *if you guessed me, your pretty darn sharp* I do have the money thanks to the unemployment checks I saved. HOWEVER, I REALLY don't want to give out alot of my money. The fines add up to $835. That would nearly take what I have nicely saved. As for getting the money back, SHE SAYS she would pay back weekly. *I know that isn't true* Especially with thanksgiving and christmas round the corner. Not to mention were late on some bills. Add to that big bro hasn't paid his portion. WOn't till next week earliest. *If he does*

I told my mom I wouldn't give her money. *still the case* We had got into argument. Family isn't viewing me favorably. :( Especially lil bro and sis. *the two people I care about most* I might just give into pressure. *sigh* So much for saving up and moving. *shrug* I wonder WWJD? *what would Jesus do* GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! I wish I didn't always have to find a way of bailing this family out. All for what, A THANK YOU! A thank you doesn't give me independance. A thank you doesn't relieve my stress. DOesn't do much.

Nothing else much going on, rain outside. Lil bro and sis keep passing through my room during this entry. Thinking about my pills. *still haven't taken them* Hey shawdow, I Did tell my doc about the pills, she don't much care. Read a few entries ago. Ok, that is all, I got to get off before big bro comes and bugs.