I'll sleep better tonight
Dear Diary,
I guess tonight I'll sleep better. Since I won't be worring about what to say to Crystal. I guess not meeting her was for the better. At least now I know how she is. I mean, she never even bothered calling me. She could've called to tell me she wouldn't be able to go. *I called her right before I left just to make sure* Good thing I did, or I would've just been out there, standing. People are so inconsiderate. Anyways, I'm still a little mad/hurt. Guess I invested too much, too fast. Well, goodnight ppl.
Comments (4)
fortune (Legacy)
You're no delusional bout her stopping drinking. I know I wish every night for the same thing, that maybe tomorrow she'll stop.
I know it's hard, I know how much you wanna get out of it. I know how much it makes you mad...
Most of all, I know you love her though, and that's what makes it the hardest.
Hang in there hon
*sits with you*
who knows? Maybe one day they'll both stop
I know it's hard, I know how much you wanna get out of it. I know how much it makes you mad...
Most of all, I know you love her though, and that's what makes it the hardest.
Hang in there hon
*sits with you*
who knows? Maybe one day they'll both stop
Promethian (Legacy)
Eeeekkk...Im feeling for you.
Nothing I can say can make it better....but hope springs eternal....a new day...new hope.
Nothing I can say can make it better....but hope springs eternal....a new day...new hope.
Honey (Legacy)
tinoz,
Let's talk about Crystal. Could be she got cold feet because she is shy? Or afraid of what to say or do?
Call her and out right ask her, the questions that you have on your mind.
You need to get on with your life, if she is not interested. But you need to know for sure.
I am so sad about your mother.
I know that you love her so much.
(((tinoz)))
Let's talk about Crystal. Could be she got cold feet because she is shy? Or afraid of what to say or do?
Call her and out right ask her, the questions that you have on your mind.
You need to get on with your life, if she is not interested. But you need to know for sure.
I am so sad about your mother.
I know that you love her so much.
(((tinoz)))
janed0e (Legacy)
hi my dear friend!
i know you know this, but im going to say it anyway - your mom has to stop drinking for her. until she wants to stop for herself she won't - AND CAN'T - not until that day.
focus on how YOU can change. work on those things you have control over. like how you will react to her drinking - how you will support your siblings and give them the love they need, how you are going to get the love and support YOU need in a HEALTHY way.
this will be more productive and more comforting to you. it took me 4 years to learn i couldn't get my x to quit drinking - or drugging - or cheating. when i realized i could change my life became much more fulfilling and much happier.
chin up my dear laddie - your a toughie and gonna come out of this with tools, compassion and wisdom to make a difference in other people's lives one day in a phenomenal way.
jane.
i know you know this, but im going to say it anyway - your mom has to stop drinking for her. until she wants to stop for herself she won't - AND CAN'T - not until that day.
focus on how YOU can change. work on those things you have control over. like how you will react to her drinking - how you will support your siblings and give them the love they need, how you are going to get the love and support YOU need in a HEALTHY way.
this will be more productive and more comforting to you. it took me 4 years to learn i couldn't get my x to quit drinking - or drugging - or cheating. when i realized i could change my life became much more fulfilling and much happier.
chin up my dear laddie - your a toughie and gonna come out of this with tools, compassion and wisdom to make a difference in other people's lives one day in a phenomenal way.
jane.
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