Today was a day of reflecting. Well, ofcourse didn't start out like that cause I was at Eliza's house but after that, it became that. I started to think about what I do have and realized that I got almost everything I wanted just awhile back. For one, I'm actually popular. Something I thought would definately make me so so satisfied. It didn't. I thought, if only I had a best friend, that'd make me happy. Got one, still not happy. If only my mom cared more I thought. Recently, seems she's caring more than ever. Again, not satisfied.

Its really odd when you want this,this and that, then you get it and your like, this isn't what it's cracked up to be. Even got a couple girls that like me, still, that isn't enough. I noticed it isn't just me either. I've read other diaries and heard from other people getting what they want only to still be sad.

I don't know what to say. I guess I could say the cliche, Careful what you wish for. *sigh* Wish I was happy. Hopefully that one comes true.

Oh, wanted to say thanks for the comments earlier, I liked them. Well, I like all comments, but I liked those one in paticular. LOL. ANyways, take care everyone and have a nice one. That is all. ~END~