Wow, nothing happened today. *which usually is a good thing right* Though today I was hoping I'd bump into Jeff, or Rebecca. ANYONE! Only people I hanged out with I don't even know thier names, but they hang with group every so often. We talk for a bit before class, how people make fun of the disabled. I am very against making fun of anyone, even the able. I know how it feels, it sucks. It actually kind of hurts me to hear when people do make fun of disabled, cause then those people go home with crazy complexs. Anyways, that was basically subject, before we got told to leave student center, they had some kind of function prepared. I go to class after getting a nice Mocha drink.

Class was long and boring. THough I was amped up. LOL. SO I leave, go to student center, still have the function. So I look around campus, NO ONE! So I sit at table for awhile, see if I see anyone, NOPE! So I leave on bus. THere, I see one guy from group. *really desperate for a girlfriend* I know I want one, but sheesh, its even obvious to everyone in Group. What is really sad is he doesn't look that great, and his personality is terrible. Whenever he gets around ANY girl, he starts getting close to them, starts asking if they got a boyfriend. SO I give him some advice. He seems to appreciate it. Eventually I get home.

At home, there is my lil bro's dad, on the couch. I'm like ???!!! He came to stay for weekend apparently. Wanted to get away from girlfriend in Reno. He's cool though, so its ok, though he didn't really ask to even come over. ANyways, its kinda sad to see him try to be a dad to Alex *lil bro* and Alex is there treating him like a stranger. *suddenly pop into someone's life,they'll act that way* Also sucked that he consistly chose me over his dad to hang out with. I just hope his dad keeps trying.

Just as I was writing this, another development, my mom's boyfriend not only showed up but came in. *he's really drunk* He starts to argue about the amount of friends big bro has over. *they're in garage, about 10 people* Eventually he leaves says he will call cops. *wonders* Not like they'll do anything, long as big bros friends are over 21. ALso, they have that music a tad loud.

Oh yeah, yesterday, I forgot to add that I had another headache, this one putting intense pressure on optic nerve. Happened in sociology. Teacher said rude remark, like, oh, you should know how to deal with it. MInd over matter. *cause I asked her for advil or tylenol* I was like, when you have a tumor pressing on your brain, you tell me if you could IGNORE it. SHe stopped in her tracks, class looked at me like is he kidding? I said, yes, I'm serious!! Continued with work.