Lately, I've been feeling really down. *I know, I haven't much wrote bout it* Like even when I'm watching movies or when I'm in my room looking out the window. I just start to lose it and start crying. *I'd never ever cry at a movie before* Even thinking about the situations in my life I start to tear up. Also, I'm almost acting desperate when I see a girl I like. *very unlike me since I'm picky* I think I know what it is. Maybe all these crazy hormones rushing to my brain. *now that the tumor is off my pituitary gland* NOTE TO SELF: Tell endocrinologist bout the hormones. I used to be so upbeat. Think I'm doing too much of this "reflecting" thing. Hmmm *wonders*