Another day, more stuff. That's life for ya. Anyways, today was a cool day. Hung out with the group, went to class, did some studying, etc. NOthing to special about early on. Though I do want to write down on here that I think Ayumi and April could be pregnant. Poor girls. Would be ashame to have a kid at this point in life. Also Wanted to note that Romero may be getting locked up in jail soon. He did tell me what he did, but he said it'd be for a couple weeks, hopefully not a month. *I dunno*

After I left the campus, I started to get really down. I'm not sure if its the chemicals in my body or what. Just I started to focus on negative stuff. That continued till Ray came my house by with his friend Lawerence. The intial plan called for a bible study, though that never happened. We ended up going out to eat and later listened to this tape. *I actually didn't eat, I wasn't feeling so good, Felt awful actually, emotionally and physically*

I eventually got dropped off at home. Here, I eat dinner, talk to my mom briefly, then call Jeff. He has his friends over. I quickly get off the phone with him. Later, I call him again to see what time he wants to meet me. I tell him I want to listen to the tape I listened to with Ray. He don't sound to thrilled about it. I then tell him that me and Ray have stuff planned for Friday so I won't be on long. *he didn't like that either* He then has to get off to talk to his girlfriend Avina.

As of now, no call. I"m not worried. I got God here if I need to talk to someone. *not to mention my wonderful chat buddies* As for me, I feel better than earlier. Well, not that much emotionally or physically, but spiritually. I feel that sense of wanting to do stuff for God. *the fire I been wanting?* To early to tell if it was just a one time thing, or a change in my life. Anyways, I'm tired and must get to bed. That is all. ~END~