Today a modeling agency called her looking for my lil sis. She was excited. *I was like, how the heck did they know her name and number, later found out she filled out a thing on the internet* She was talking to them, with me listening in via speakerphone. They want her to go next Saturday. When she told my mom, my mom became mad. THen, start putting down my lil sis. My mom was like, "Your to fat, and you don't have the talent" *I was thinking great, this will mess with her self esteem* SO I jump in, Now I'm put myself in the position of making it sound like she could. * I didn't want to be in that position because my mom was right, but I didn't want my lil sister to feel like she can't achieve it and have a weight complex* So me and my mom start arguing. My sister gets mad and goes in her room. * I'm thinking, just great* So I go there and tell her something I shouldn't have. I'm like, I'll take you next Saturday. *even though I go to church on Saturday, plus I don't even want to see her get shot down* Man, not sure how to stop her from going without telling her she probaly don't have a chance. *What the heck have I got myself into, and why the heck did my mom had to say those things, Don't she know, that could mess with her all her life* GRRR

Other news. I went to church today. It was nice, everytime I go, I feel more motivated to being a really good christian. Boy he's a good speaker. By the way, he's from a different church. Same denomination. Though this SDA *seventh-day adventist* chuch is almost exclusivly black. I like it, the people are alot more vocal. By that I mean, the singing, saying hi, and you can hear a bunch of amens. :) Lil ol' me just there all quiet. Gotta go. bye