Well, today is the first day after that nasty lil thought I had yesterday. Today was spent mainly trippin off of my potential to even think that. To actually seriously give it thought. You know, i'm glad I got so many friends. Your support means alot. Especially you guys who chat to me.

Can't say I did too much. I wanted to. I wanted to hang with ray. Didn't. Tried to call Jeff, wasn't there. he didn't call either. SO most of the day, I actually slept. On and off. Watched a few things on tv in the meanwhile. Did a lil chatting in afternoon. Had to do some apologies cause I was rude yesterday.

As for me emotionally. I'm still in a bit of shock. I'm better than yesterday. Anything would be better than yesterday. Not feeling suicidal anymore. SO don't worry people. I'm back in god for now too. Well, i believe in him. Not Back in him cause that would mean I'm doing something as a christian.

Anyways, i'm done writing. Thank you all for your support. Your comments were really good. To Dolly Dagger, I got an email you sent comments, but never seen you comments. Ok, time for some sleep. will be up later though.