*NOTE, THIS ENTRY IS FOR 20th, previous for 19th, don't want to move entry back because I will lose comments for it* Ok, with that being said, let me cover my day. The day started with me arriving for my sociology class. I quickly realized that I would be able to add the class because all the seats were not taken. So that started me happy. As for the class, seems like its gonna be a good one. Very interactive. After class, I leave go hang with group.

It all started good. We talk about sports, then music. Mainly the music I burned for myself. Candace LOVED it. She wants me to make her one. *doubt it, maybe i will* Anyways, Candace tells me when Brian leaves that she wants to eat lunch when Brian goes off to class. So he leaves and then we head toward this burger joint when Nick comes by. He says, "You don't talk to Eliza"? I said, "Its the other way around, she don't talk to me, I"m willing to talk to her, but she's mad at me over this stupid quiz" So after explaining it to him we proceed on our way. *like its any of his business what is going on* Its me, her and Donald. She complains about Gevel and I just listen and try to make small hints that Donald likes her. Eventually we sit and have a nice quite meal. Go back on campus.

Gevel is in the student center. He didn't looked to pleased seeing her walk in with both of us. Though he couldn't say anything because he was sitting next to this girl Suzanne. *she use to hang with group long time ago* Candace goes and sits next to Donald. I sit away from them all and turn on some loud music when candace and gevel start thier bickering. I eventually start to head towards my communications class when Gevel follows me. Asks if I seen how she was acting. I told him a little. He then was upset and went back in. I went to class.

I go and I'm able to add that class. YES!!! Though not to happy that i'm gonna have to add a lab class along with it. Anyways, I go back to student center and sit near candace. She asks what Gevel said to me. I said nothing much. She was like "whatever, you shouldn've heard me chew him out" Apprantly, she insulted him and told him it was over. She says she almost hit him. *crazy* So after that Ayumi is there. She is tripping with everyone. I say to her, "Look, don't take things so personal and just relax ok" She said, "I AM RELAXED" I tell her, "You not acting it" She says, " Its everyone here, they are pissing me off and I don't feel like being around them" I tell her, "maybe you should go and get some air, its what I do when I don't want to be around people" She gets mad. She is like, "I'm not talking to you" So then a little later she gets a phone call, she picks up then comes back and apologizes. She then just stays there for awhile till Eliza calls her. I ask why she isn't coming in. I ask "why" She is like, "I can't say" I say, " you don't trust us?" She then just leaves. She takes off and Danielle comes.
I'm happy to see her and she seems happy, but doesn't really talk to me much. She talks to Candace and Richard. Only thing she does to acknowledge me is show me the message on her cell phone. It says "oh snaps" A saying I am known to say from time to time. Anyways, I was kinda hurt that I didn't get more attention from her. I mean, I hear how she hung out with candace and called her and how she talked with other people. I guess I thought of myself as more important to her. I dunno. Self-centered me i guess. The kicker though is that she went to class with all these people except me. *shrugs* I'm not even in her wedding. Though officially I can't be mad at that because she planned that whole thing ahead of time. Anyways....................

Me, Candace, Gevel, and Donald end up going outside, ready to go home. Talk briefly then me and Candace hop on the bus. Then out of nowhere Donald slides his bus card. *he lives no where near where this bus has to go* He sits by Candace. We ride bus and talk a little. Mainly me and Candace. She wanted to make sure me and her go study in the libary whenever we have work. I eventually hop off the bus though.

While walking home I thought about her actions around me all day. I'm seriously wondering if she likes me. I don't like her but I don't really make that clear around her. Hope i'm not sending the wrong signals to her.

I get home expecting nothing else to happen. LOL!!!!!!!! I was wrong. First a miracle. My big bro came to me with new shoes. WTF?!! Caught me completly offguard. They were nice too. He then said "happy birthday" I thanked him several times. He even showed me his check stub. *HE WAS ACTING REALLY NICE?!* I'm not surprised he could afford them shoes with the money he's getting. ANyways, I then try to take advantage of this mood and ask for a ride to get haircut. HE DOES!!!!! So I come home and then I'm thinking, ok, that must be it for today. LOL!!!!!! NO!

I get online and I start to chat to Brian. He starts to stretch truth. Talking about football and saying all these things. I catch him lying. *not the first time either, he tends to make his life and events more than they actually are* Stupid lies too. I cracked this guy's ribs today by hugging him type crap. But that's nothing really, the thing that caught me by surprise was Ayumi. She called me again. Apologized again. I told her I understood and blah blah blah. *ha, she has alterior motives* She then tells me that Romero admitted to having sex with this girl and is now with a gay guy. *i think that gay guy part is a lie* She then tells me how all these guys starting trying to date her but they are all wrong for her. *not trying to be mean, but I'm sure, all of a sudden hecka guys like her* She then tells me she wants to meet me tomorrow and talk some more.

Oh, forgot to throw in conversation with Alex. He called. He's still not enrolled. He wants to show up Wednesday. Was an interesting conversation. I told him about some of the drama and how Ayumi is broken up. He says he knows. I'm like what? He is like," yeah, I talked to Romero beforehand about it. He is saying that because he doesn't like her anymore ever since that day at the mall when I told him he was fired for still being with ayumi" *alex and ayumi don't mix well* I believe him too since they are very close friends and sounds probable.

Phew, what a day. If tomorrow is like that, I'm just bring a video camera and pitch our lives to NBC. LOL. Grown adults, you'd think they'd act more mature than that. As for me, I'm stressed. Big schedule and out of meds. Can't get none because I don't got any insurance and I'm not gonna pay over $150 for 30 pills. NO WAY!!! Also stressed because my christian life is suffering and I need cash. *solution, more stress, er, job* OH, this is noteworthy, just remembered. Rebecca came over to group in morning and talked to me then Candace and Brian. Candace was trying to convince her catholics and christians are the same. Brian told her he was pisipalian *something like that* and that he didn't believe bible as is. After she left, he said he thinks she is too fundamentalist. *WHATEVER* Candace don't like her. *again, WHATEVER* With that, I am done.