Today everything came crashing down. It started with my computer. It can't detect my modem, thus I can't get online from my house. Then my mom was threatening to move. So I had to argue with her. So I thought that wasn't too bad until I was talking with Michelle. I accidently took her phone and we were talking. Then, she had a call for me. It was from my clinic. They then called her phone which I was using.

The lady says that my Dr. has been trying to contact me. Apprantly, the blood tests I took had abnormal results. The blood tests were for my brain tumor. I had an appointment for Thursday, but apprantly, the news couldn't wait. I have to go to the clinic first thing tomorrow. I'm suppose to be getting a referral to a specialist. *which I think is an endocrinologist* So then I hang up.

I immediatly start to get watery eyes. I then call Michelle and tell her. She is sad for me too. I'm hoping I don't need surgery again. Though the way this sounds, it is very possible. At the same time, I'm on my way to Speech class. I don't want to go, but attendance counts. I go and can't really concentrate in class. Lucky for me, I didn't have a speech today.

So this could be it. I may not be online for awhile. Especially if something bad happens. Michelle knows the password here and I'd have her update on here. At best, they say its just my thyroid. Well, i don't have much time, got to catch the bus. Hopefully, I'm writing back on here saying that I'm ok. Please pray for me. Um........bye...............