Woe, what a day. Started like any other. Got ready for college. Left, got to the college, went to the stundent center. There, I would find only Jeffrey *the missionary*. I help him in math, then off I go to Economics class. *day seems normal enough* Then afterclass I go back to the student center. Eliza is there. But at a table. SO I walk right past her table and go to the couchs where we normally sit. So I'm there for a few minutes when her friend calls me over. She's like, come sit down over here. *I was like, oh no* So I went. Sat down. SO I say hi to everyone except Eliza. * I use the silent treatment good by the way* So they end up talking about something. After that, Eliza is like TINO, aren't ya gonna say something. I say, what do you want me to say. She's like, call me bi**h, or say fu*k you or something. I say no, I don't play that. She's like, what's wrong. I tell her, just let it go. She persues.

Eventually were off to the couch. Just me and her. She's like what the hell, tell me what's wrong. I tell her, NOTHING! Never mind. Just drop it. She's like, it happened almost a week ago, you should've already let it go. I said, Don't worry bout it. She's like, Are we cool then. I say, It's not the same She's like, "WHY" I say, I'm just putting in a different catergory. What kind she asks. I say, The Unreliable and self-absorbed group. SO then she leaves. I leave. I leave on the bus. While on it, I'm feeling like I didn't get my points out. So I get off the bus, then while waiting for the bus back to the college, I write Dear Diary style to her. I explain all of how I feel to her in a letter.

Bus comes, I end up at college after 20 red lights. :) This letter by the way covered my trust issues. SO I go, and there she is in the student center. I ask her to go outside, we do. I ask her if she wants to read the letter, or have me read it. I end up reading it. After that, she's like, wow, I'm sorry for not showing up. But see, I lost track of time, and it happens. I understand you have your issues but you got to understand that friendships have these things. ANd the good ones get by these trivial things. I'm like yeah. *I'm thinking, didn't I hear something like that before here at DD* So she's like, you did wrong too. *I was like, um, how* So she explains that I should've came and told her this that day. And that to let it go on was not right. She was also mad I catergoized her. I then apologized. *last thing I thought I was gonna do* So we shake on starting over on a clean slate. *though next time something comes up, I feel this incident will come to mind* So then we go back in and just talk bout other stuff.

Wow, talk about drama. From neutral to mad to happy. WOW!!! I'm glad were ok again. Though now I don't want her as a girlfriend. That went away. Still, as a friend, she's ok.

To ALLY, *aka happykatz* Why the heck you read them emails. I begged ya not too. But I'm glad you did understand how I felt. I hope you really are always there to chat and I don't become just a memory. Oh, as for open feelings, don't worry people, for the very most part, I will still put what I think ok. I just don't want to lose someone because I wasn't being considerate. Well, time for dinner. BYE