Lately I have really been pushing myself physically and mentally. Physically with this kickboxing class. It is a very active class that has me near giving up almost daily. Mentally, the English I'm currently in is very fast paced. Never again will I take an English class during summer semester. Just yesterday, I did one essay summary, an essay analysis, and answered five questions from the textbook. Stayed up till 4 in the morning. Total of 9 pages put out in one day.

All this pushing to the extremes has got me to realize something though. I am alot more capable than I previously thought. It's not quite over yet, but I feel I can make it and I will come out a better person because of it. Now all that worries me is the fall semester. Some pretty have courses I have to knock out. A math class, another English class, a psych class, and a humanities class. After that, it'll be alot smoother when I can focus on going for upper division classes.

As for other things in life, they're about the same. Family still don't like me. Still looking for work. Still not doing enough about my spirituality. So there is room for improvement. Not too far from self-actualizing though. *Maslow stuff* Came a long way from where I started. Still a ways away from where I want to be, but now I feel I'm on the right path and on my way to actually achieving stuff. That is all. ~END~