Its time to clarify some things. First off, happykatz a.k.a ally is mad at me. WHy, let me explain. About a couple of days ago, I waited for happy to come online. *she's in Austrailia* So after 1 AM here. After 2 different days of me waiting. *I emailed her letting her know I was online* SO finally she comes on. WE talk for a lil than I guess her mom comes in. SHe's like, want to shop ally, ally says yeah, then tells me bye. *she gets offline* So after this, I tell her in a email that I'm ticked. *yes, I got my feeling hurt* I'm like, you could always shop, why didn't ya just shop later. Not in the nicest of terms either though. WHy, well, this hasn't been the first time. THere are other times that ally has dissed me. ANd, she don't mess up her schedule to talk to me. ALso, I wait online late, just to find she gots to go. *and not for important stuff either* Which led to today.

She apologized for getting off. I forgave. * thought everything was ok* Then I guess she felt it wasn't the same. *which it wasn't* Then she went ballasitc on me. Here's cutting into the important part of the chat.

Allyssa: while i'm waiting for the internet to bring up my reserch, how are ya at the mo?
taz_want_food: ummmmm
Allyssa: why aren't you in bed???
taz_want_food: al....right
taz_want_food: Its 10 pm here
taz_want_food: not that late
Allyssa: oh, ok
taz_want_food: I sleep at like 1
taz_want_food: am
Allyssa: thats really bad
taz_want_food: yeah
taz_want_food: but mainly
taz_want_food: cause I've been trying to talk with you
taz_want_food: but now i'm stoppping
Allyssa: sorry
Allyssa: i don't mind
Allyssa: i don't care
Allyssa: i stopped caring about ppl a long time ago
Allyssa: and taz isn't talking to me now
Allyssa: oh well i'll live
Allyssa: see he has
Allyssa: who ya talking to Taz
taz_want_food: thebigandgreatone1
Allyssa: oh
Allyssa: k
taz_want_food: he was first
taz_want_food: so He deserves my attention
taz_want_food: I'll get round to ya
Allyssa: if i'm on
taz_want_food: see ya tomorrow
taz_want_food: That is all
taz_want_food: Your just a friend now
taz_want_food: like buggie
taz_want_food: or jayne
taz_want_food: or anyone else
Allyssa: thats all i ever was dumbo
Allyssa: remember
Allyssa: you kept telling me
taz_want_food: I know, now i'm treating as such
taz_want_food: before I would say it
taz_want_food: but I wouldn't treat ya as such I had you on a pedestal
taz_want_food: anyways
taz_want_food: big is talking
Allyssa: see ya around
taz_want_food: oh, bye
After that, she apparently got very mad. Wrote this
http://www.deardiary.net/cgi-bin/viewer.cgi?diary=16382&entry=998784000
Which leads me to now.
Now what. What do I do. I want to still be her friend, but now that we had this dispute. What it seems like shes mad about is that I paid attention to someone else as opposed to her. Hmmmm Well, I'm not sure what. When I see here, I got to have a chat with her.