As I arrive, there is a big ol' box on my couch. My family is really curious about what's inside. They're all asking what's inside. *its addressed to me* Chrissy had said that she'd send me something, but not exactly what. So I just open it. Inside is an angel figurine, a notebook with a ball point pen, a funny key chain, a card and alot of kit kats. Boy was I happy. Michelle looked confused. My family all started to grab at the packaging bubbles and started to pop them. I mean everyone here, my mom, my lil sister, my lil brother, Michelle and even I got in on the act. We're weird like that. Then my lil sister started to try to pursuade me that she should get the pens and the keychain. I read the key chain and it was funny. Here's some pics.

The perfect decoration for my room, thanks

I so laughed when reading this

Inside the card was a nice mini-letter to me

I'm always out of paper, so this will come in handy. My lil sister has pursuaded me that she will put the pens to good use, though I do want a few.

That's what I'm talking about, lots of kits kats to eat in Krissy's honor. My lil bro and sis were begging me for some.

Just being silly with the kit kats. Though after some fun, I had to eat them. I'd be rude to just waste them. HEH

So thanks alot Krissy. I was very happy to see the package and felt special. Like the time kaliko sent me some books. Now, just waiting on my 5 other notify friends for gifts. ;) Nah, you don't really have to get me gifts, but if I happen to get some from you, that would be nice. Actually, I got to be more active about giving gifts. That is something I'm really bad at. So I got to work on that.

In other news, I'm not sure what to do about my college situation. I got UCSD giving me that acceptance letter which is nice to know. *I already discussed some of this in my previous entry* What might happen is that Michelle will go to UCLA and I'll go to California State University, LA. Not a great school, but same area as Michelle. I'm not sure what'll happen.

Besides that, I've seen alot of psychology in the news lately about sexuality. The found that gay men process "male phermones" the same way as hetrosexual females. Males only processed the information only in the smell area. Also read about some of the "newist" fetishs. There are people who are into hanging themselves and other forms of cutting off air to their throats. They get thier kicks by the pain it produces and the subsequent "natural painreliever" the brain produces. Plus the fact they cheated death and the dizziness associated with low air. THen there's those into "animal play". Not beastilaity, but sexual touching of animals. Yeah, its weird. Yet, learning about it is very interesting to me. I find it hard not to judge people way out in the borders of normality, but I'm trying. That way, when I'm a psychologist, I'll be able to handle just about anything. I just try to remember that people are all different and expecting them to be all the same is just plain weird and wrong. I'm only against people who do things to people without thier consent. Though this brings into question my "moral" beliefs.

Is this what "GOD" wants people to do? Some say God put us here to be happy. Yet, what if its wrong or leads to a hurtful lifestyle. At what point do I tell people to accept who they are and at what point do I tell them that the way their living will lead to a unhealthy lifestyle. I mean, what if I encounter someone who wants to "come out the closet". Do I say, "accept yourself because you were made to like the same sex. If people don't accept you, keep them out your life because they're poisionous and don't love you" Or do I say, "Coming out will likely hurt everyone in your life, especially your family. Society will make you an outcast and you will likely be angry with society not accepting you for the rest of your life. Try being straight and you may find you like it, if not, just be single". Scientifically, its a result of both culture and genetic, with culture being a 52% influence and genetics being 48%. *within the margin of error* Learned this in biological psychology. Bascially, they found this by looking at twins. Though I guess you could argue there are better ways of looking at it and science is finding more things that show being gay is genetic.

Well I'm going on and on. Thanks Chrissy for you package. Thank you guys for your time.