Well, not too much to write about since today all I did was work. Though small lil things did happen. Without further adue, here it is.

I got there early and seen the rush. Another BIG sale. I dread these. SO busy and then customers get attitudes. No major arguments, just minor incidents. On the good side, I got alot of people to apply for the JCPenny card. I think about 8. I get commission off of those. $2 per person who applies. So I liked that.

Other than that, I set out at lunch time to buy some food and some stuff for some people. I bought Donald his b-day gift. I'll post the pic tomorrow if anyone is interested. Its a barry bonds thingy. Costed me $14. Alot to me considering i dont' really have any money to waste, but I figure its worth it since he'll be happy. Also tried to find something else which has eluded me. I'm surprised this item is not carried in any of the stores I went in. You'd think they'd be easy to find. I guess not.

Now you may be thinking, what does he mean the Lord willed. Well, I got Sunday off. I had told Rebecca if I was able to get Sunday off that I'd attend. And the Lord willed me to have that day off even though I usually only get Monday and Thursday off. So when I got home, I called for a ride. *even though part of me doesn't want to go*

Here at home, chatted to Candace. She wanted me to burn her a cd. I don't mind that much. Though I kidna resent the fact that she probaly won't do anything for me. I mean, that isn't what I expect. Just it'd be nice to get something for being nice. ANyways. After church, probaly gonna go to Alex's house. He is alone over there and wants me to come over. I will, though now its kinda boring going there, i'll go because I know he needs company. He won't say it but I think he's lonly. Since I like helping when I know I can, I will be there. He says he has no food either. I'm wondering if he is expecting me to pay for food. He better not. I'm not exactly floating on thousands here. Not my fault him family sucks likes mines and doesn't provide for him. Though his are just greedy. THey have the money.

Well, that's that. I'm very exhausted. My whole body is sore. Mentally I'm tired as well. Partly due to the fact I'm working and going to college. I also think partly due to the fact that even though I have the money, I'm not paying for pills, thus not taking them. I refuse to pay $132 for a month's supply of Bromocrimptine. I REFUSE!!!!! Its a total rip even if it does keep down the size of the tumor. I'm sure I won't die if I miss one month. Or two. Or 3. Now the hydrocortisone is cheap, i think i'll get that, only $8.95. SO far, haven't had to pay for Levoxyl. That'll probaly be the next thing i'll be asked to give a bundle of money for. I DON'T THINK SO! I need to have some money to do stuff other than just pay for pills. As for my braces, those can wait too. Somehow, I'm gonna bug disability some more till they give me freakin a disablity check. THis is OUTRAGEOUS! I OBJECT to using most my checks just to stay alive. That is all......